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now i will post poems, snippets of songs, and quotes that remind me of our jonghyun. i hope that wherever he is, he can read this and know that he was loved. that he touched so many lives. i just really wish i could have done the same for him.
he thought everything was his fault, and that he was worthless. but that is so far from the truth.
he asked his sister to tell him that he "did well" in this life.
he did more than just well. he was an outstanding person with a wonderful heart. i wish he could have known that despite all that hate he saw that some people gave him, the love his fans gave him was stronger.
sadly, you can't help being depressed. it just comes at you, consumes you.
i will pray for his soul.
i will pray that wherever he is now, he is now in peace. i hope that he finds the happiness and freedom he didn't have in this life.
so the next posts now will be little messages written by me. but i will also post poems, song lyrics, and quotes that remind me of him.
rest easy, jonghyun.
you were very much loved, and will always be loved and remembered.
-clary
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Golden Slumbers || 종현
Acaksleep pretty darling, do not cry. [ little messages for jonghyun, to help me cope. ]