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five

i was listening to music earlier and a song came up that i thought fit so well for him. its called "esta pasando noviembre" (november is passing) by eros ramazzoti with amaia montero. this song is so beautiful. i will post the lyrics below, translated by me, so you can read them.

"for you
this kiss in the wind
i will send to you
it will tell how i feel.

i have not been able
to do anything for you
in your life i know now
you felt ignored

its probable, perhaps,

if i had known,
i'd have been able to help
but that's not important anymore

its too late

you can play
chasing comets

while you stroll through the stars
perhaps you can now 
reach your goals
and a distant world
that you couldn't find here.

but it shouldn't have been this way.

the loneliness is bigger without you.

for you i've brought a rose

i will leave it here
underneath cloudy skies.

while i look up at the light

november is passing,

and you are forever twenty (or twenty seven in jonghyun's case)

now its too late.

you can play
chasing comets

while you stroll through the stars

perhaps you can now

reach your goals
and a distant world

that you couldn't find here.

but it shouldn't have been this way.

the loneliness is big,
the loneliness is bigger without you."

the song is pretty old. i would say about ten years. yet i think it couldn't have fit this situation better than it did back then. it fits so well. the emotion behind it is exactly how i feel about his passing. how i think his friends and family feel.

shinee has to continue without him, and i'm sure they feel that loneliness now. because they will never see him again.

-clary

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