"You're my Lust For Life."

Chapter 25

I woke up to find myself in an empty bed. I sat up and went to the closet, getting dressed. I sighed and went to the kitchen and started making breakfast for myself. I took out a cigarette and lit it. I put my free hand to my head and leaned on my Island. "Hey..." I heard his voice behind me. I turned quickly. "Hi." I said with a fake smile. "Are you Okay?" He asked me. "Of course! Why wouldn't I be?" I said my voice trailing off. Abel stared at me. "Lizzy...I-I'm Sorry." He said coming closer to me. "It's my fault Abel, not yours." He looked at me. "What are you talking about?" He asked. "I-we had a fight...I told you to go...if you stayed with me...if, if I've stopped you...you'd be okay...we'd be happy again. Abel I miss you...the old you...I want you back, it was all my fault I'm sorry." I said tears running down my face. Abel took me into a hug. "It's okay Lizzy." Abel whispered. "I'm sorry I-" Abel cut me off by kissing me. I melted into the kiss quickly hoping he doesn't stop. I felt Abel put his arms around my waist. "Wait." I whisper. He lets go and I take out my food to finish later putting out the cigarette as well. I pulled Abel into a kiss and pushed him through the doorway into the living room couch. I laid down and felt Abel get on top of me. "Lizzy..." his voice trailed off into my neck as he kissed me down to my chest. He pulled down the collar of my tank top and kissed down to my cleavage. "Abel..." I moaned. I feel Abel's dick hitting my jeans. I pulled Abel's collar towards me, to bring him closer to me. We look at each other, as I feel his hand travel down to my thigh. I mumble a 'Please.' As he ran his fingers across my pussy making me moan. He continued to tease me with his fingers. "Abel do something!" I moaned out. He smirked and pulled off my shirt. He kissed my neck and pulled off my bra. He kissed my cheek as his hands worked on my breasts. "Fuck..." I mumbled. "You're beautiful Lizzy." He whispered in my ear. I felt him begin to grind on me, making me moan. "Abel...please...I need you to fu-fuck me..." I moaned He nodded and pulled off the rest of our clothes. Abel put his arms around me and kissed me as he slid into me making me moan instantly, "Lana..." he mumbled. My eyes widened. He kissed me hard as he continued to thrust harder and faster until he hit my spot. "Shit!" I moan. He smirked. "Found it." He said with a smirk. I felt my back arch. "Abel!" I moaned as I felt him thrust harder. "Lana!" He moaned. He was close. "Fuck Abel!" I moaned as I came on him. "Lizzy!" He moaned as he came. He pulled out and rested his head on my chest. "Who's lana?" I asked knowing it's me. "She's you right? Your stage name Lana Del Rey." He said. "Yeah but I never told you that." I said running my hand down his chest. "Oh." He said. "So Wait...did you remember that?" I asked. He smiled. "Yes! I remember us!" He said excitedly I smiled and kissed him. "I'm sorry Abel I love you!" I said hugging him. "I'm sorry too, I should've just said okay when you didn't wanna go public." He said kissing me. "I love you too Lizzy." He said kissing my cheek. I smiled.
I wake up on top of Abel. I smiled to myself remembering the events of this morning. I got the stuff I was making for breakfast and resumed making it for lunch, since it was just starting to cook. "Hey." I heard Abel's voice behind me. "Hi." I said continuing to cook. I felt Abel's arms around me. I smiled as he laid his head on the back of mine. I sighed, "Do you want some?" I asked showing him the bacon. He nodded. I finished the bacon and walked away from Abel to get some plates. I put our food on our plates and handed one to him. He smiled and we sat at the bar and started to eat. "Abel," I started, hesitant about what I was about to say. He looked at me. "Yeah?" He said looking into my eyes. I sighed, "Why...why didn't you come back?" I asked. He looked at me confused. "I mean...the first time we broke up..." I said. He looked at me, "Lizzy...I didn't want to know...what happened to you...I was scared...that you wouldn't be...you know." He said looking down. I stared at him. "I'm sorry..." I mumbled giving him a kiss. He sighed and looked up at me. "I love you." He said cupping my cheek. I pulled him into a kiss, he smiled. "Maybe we could ah..." he said with a smirk. "Maybe later." I said giving him another kiss.
-a few days later-
I heard Abel groan in the kitchen. "Abel? Are you Okay?" I asked. "I'm just fine Lizzy!" Abel yelled. I went to the kitchen and saw him looking at shit on his computer at the bar. I put my arms around his torso and rested my head on his shoulder. "What's wrong Abel?" I said kissing his cheek. "I need to do a photo shoot, and I can't find anyone on such short notice." I smirked. "Well I may know someone..." I started. "Who?!" He said standing up right away. I smirked, "Why don't you get it out of me?" I said kissing his neck. Abel chuckled darkly. "You'll regret it." He said with a smirk. Abel stepped away from me. "Go in the bed room." He said. I smirked and went. I laid down on the bed and waited for him. He came in a few minutes later with handcuffs. He put them on my nightstand. "Abel...I never thought you'd be this way..." I said as he kissed my neck. "Lizzy..." he said his voice became deeper and his breath faster. I put my arms around his neck as we kissed. He started to kiss me harder and rougher. I felt Abel's hand go under my shirt, my breath hitch. "Do you want me Elizabeth?" He asked then kissing my ear lobe. I let out a small moan. Abel stroked my stomach slowly edging his way towards my breasts. "Fuck..." I mumbled as he kissed my neck. "Where's my answer angel?" Abel asked me unclipping my bra. "Abel...I want you." He took my shirt and bra off and took the handcuffs off the nightstand. "Arms up..." he whispered not taking his eyes off of mine. I listened and put them up. "Abel..." I said my voice cracking. "I'm going to get that answer Out of you..." he mumbled kissing my neck. I felt Abel kiss my cheek and continued kissing me, till he got to my lips. "Elizabeth..." he mumbled as he kissed my lips hard and passionately. I smirked at the use of my full name. His hands went to my breasts and squeezed them hard. Causing me to groan into our kiss. He pulled away from me, but continues to squeeze. "Fuck!" I moaned starting to enjoy it. He looked into my eyes. "You like it angel?" He asked. I nodded my head. He continued, and began to grind on me. "Fuck!" I moaned he smirked. "Cum for me baby..." he mumbled into my ear as he quickened his motions, "A-Abel!" I moaned as I feel like I'm about to cum. "Ha ha nope." He said and pulled away from me. "Agh!" I groaned frustrated. He smirked and took his shirt off. "You'll get me soon Elizabeth." He said stroking my cheek. I glared at him. He smirked and unbuttoned my jeans and pulling them off along with my panties. Abel smirked and stuck his tongue into me. I moaned as I felt intense pleasure rush through me. "Abel..." I mumbled as he did all the right things I was about to finish, "Abel..." I moan. "Elizabeth, if you cum I will stop." He threatened. I nod and hold it in. "Abel..." "just hold on Okay?" I moan in response. He stops licking my heat and comes back to face me. He kisses me roughly and begins to rub my clit. I moan as Abel stops. He unbuckles his jeans and takes them off. Abel then takes off his boxers. "Fuck...Abel...please..." I mumble out of breath. Abel smirks and rubs himself. "Elizabeth..." he moans as he goes faster on himself. "Shit...Abel...please..." He smirked, "Abel please What?" He said. I moaned. "Fuck me..." I mumbled he smirked and lined himself up with me. He put his arms above me and undid the handcuffs. I instantly put my arms around him. He slammed into me and fucked me senseless not letting me adjust at all. I gripped his shoulders as he went harder and faster hitting my spot. "Abel!" I moaned. "Don't cum Elizabeth." He demanded. I moaned and shook my head Yeah. He continued to go harder and faster until I felt him twitch. I looked up at him, he nodded and we came together. "Fuck!" I moaned in relief and pleasure. He smirked and kissed me. "It felt amazing didn't it?" He asked kissing my neck. I smiled and rolled my eyes. "Just....Shut up..." I mumbled still out of breath. I feel him put his arms around me. Abel got up and grabbed his boxers, pulling them on. He grabbed my sleeping shit which was my tank top and green short shorts, and some panties. He put them on me. And climbed into bed next to me. "So who's the photographer?" Abel asked. "Oh yeah, my sister, she's a photographer, she'll do it, I'll call her tomorrow." I said kissing his cheek and going to sleep.