Body and Soul | 지국

5- Pain

Yeah so... I know when I'll be publishing this part it will be a little late but... RIP Jonghyun... I'm not a Shallow , but I can imagine how hard it is to ho through something like that , because I already did... If anybody needs to talk , you can always come to me and I'll listen and talk to you happily ! So yeah
Please remember that there's always a solution ! Love ❤️

Jungkook p.o.v
I just arrived at the shooting set . I start walking around and wondering where the faggot could be . This guy is such a pain in the ass , he always seems to do everything to upset me , or slow down the group's progression , damn ! 

First he confesses to me , second he doesn't want to show skin anymore , the only thing which he is in Bangtan for , and now , he cries like a baby everytime I land a hand on him ! 

I don't fucking understand ! He deserves it ! Right ? He should have stayed in his line ! He is getting paid to show off , not to do whatever he feels like !

Gosh he upsets me so much !

I'm peacefully walking through the hallway, when I hear giggles and shoutings , what a beautiful sound it is ... I approach the source of the noise and eventually arrive at the shooting set 

I look at the cameras and wonder if I could one day own an equally beautiful one , until something, or someone , catch my attention ...

Park . Fucking . Jimin under his Fucking 'Bestyyyy' , giggling like a highschool girl 

I wouldn't have cared if it wasn't for that uncomfortable feeling in my stomach , just as if someone had pushed all my organs 20 cm down  

My chest starts heaving up and down in anger and my feet make their way towards the happy friends enjoying themselves 

Taking a tight hold on Jimin's wrist, I drag him down the hallways to an isolated room behind the house , my hands already twitching and my mouth contorted in anger 

God, I want to beat the shit out of this moron so bad ! Wait a bit Park Jimin , you're gonna pay for what you make me feel 

Author p.o.v
As they arrived in a back room , Jungkook finally lets go off Jimin , his back facing the shaking boy , chest heaving up and down , matching his loud breathing  

He slowly turns around , his eyes digging holes into Jimin's covered skin , jaw clenched and fists ready to hit  

Jimin looks up and sees Jungkook staring back at him angrily , flashes from everything Jungkook did to him crossing his mind as fear of what is coming takes advantage of him 

Jimin's p.o.v
I can see it all . How angry he is . After me ? After Taemin ? It doesn't matter at this point . 

What is he going to do now ? Beat me up until I hardly breathe ? Yes maybe . But this time it is different .

There's something in his eyes . Jealousy ? I don't know , but he frightens me more than ever ... 

Please , please Jungkook, don't come any closer ... I can't manage the words out of my mouth . He takes a step towards me , and all my world comes crashing down 

This is it , I can feel the pain before he lands a finger on me already .
He takes another step and slaps me on the cheek .

Hard .

Very , very hard .

My head jerks to the side and I support myself with my elbows on the cold ground , but there's something wrong , something's missing , but I can't put a finger on it 

I slowly turn my head back at him and look bravely into his deep midnight eyes 

I can see how they widen as he looks at me , anger slowly vanishing , a glimpse of surprise crossing them as well as ... fear ?

I can see is lips moving , but I can't hear anything  

What is he trying to say ?

My lost Kookie , I'm sorry but I don't understand ...

Ah ..

I get it ...

I know what's missing ...

The pain . It's not here .

Strangely I feel light headed , and my vision gets blurry . Huh ?

The horizon turns upside down and my head hits the ground 

Hard . 

I feel my eyes closing slowly , and the last thing I remember are strong arms shaking me vigorously by the shoulders , and a glimpse of a desperate voice cursing my name ...

"PARK FUCKING JIMIN WAKE UP YOU SCUMBAG !!!! STOP PLAYING !!!

HYUNG !!!"

Soooooowowwowooooo what do you think ? 😋✌️Don't worry I'll come back on what just happened hehe