"I remember waking up the morning of your death, I was nervous. I didn't know why but I knew that something in my world was wrong. You saved me. True, maybe not only you. But think about it, if I hadn't found you first I wouldn't have found any of the people who saved me from Suicide. I was in the hospital that day, I was dying. I was faded and depressed, when I saw you on my phone, I was literally all alone. I had- have nobody and now I know that I am so thankful for all that you have done. I loved your smile, and the supposed light in your eyes, but I will forever hate, he day that you died. I got it tattooed, but you wouldn't know, even if you where alive. Because I am so small and you are so big, in this world I was no longer alone. You did so good kid! I couldn't picture having anyone else as the first song that brought me into the world that I didn't know I needed. You saved so many, and yeah we are losing some. But that was not your fault. I am sad that you are gone, and always will be. But I try to comfort myself by carrying on your legacy. You are still so loved, and we are all so proud, because at you are happy. I love you, and I wish I could smile, but I cannot help but cry because my world is empty.I couldn’t say goodbye, and I know nobody else can, but my heart will be forever broken. So let me say one last time, I’m proud and this is my last farewell.”
Love,
-river tech
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Letters to Jonghyun brother
NáhodnéThis book is in memory of our beloved jonghyun who is no longer with us and those around him RIP big brother and my prayers to his family and those around him.
