grayson
when i saw jacks range rover in the parking lot of the apartment, i knew something was wrong.
"sahar, baby. what are you doing?" i say, my heart dropping.
before she can walk towards me, her brother opens the car door, lightly grabbing her and pushing her in as he mumbles, "sahar, get in."
"bye gray, i love yo-" she is cut off by the door slamming shut.
my eyes are still looking at her window as jack speaks.
"look bro, she's been really unhappy lately. i dont really know what's been going on, but i hate to see her like this man. you'll find someone better, man." he sighs, going to pat my shoulder, i quickly pull away.
"fuck you." i seethe as he walks away to get into the drivers seat.
tears roll down my cheeks as i watch the car drive away. there's nothing i can do. she's gone.
i slowly walk into the apartment and start towards the bedroom, stopping when i see a note lying on the counter top.
i wipe some of the tears from my cheeks and silently read the note.
"fuck!" i yell angrily, knocking over the decorative basket that was on the coffee table.
"fuck fuck fuck!" i yell again, this time knocking over anything i can get my hands on.
i pull pictures off the wall, smashing then to the ground.
i was pissed at myself for being so stupid and careless.
i began to the bedroom and cry even harder.
i slam myself onto the bed and cry, putting my face into my hands.
something shiny catches my eye, the matching rings.
i began to search for hers, surely she wouldn't have taken it if she was genuinely done with me.
when i cant see it, i have a little bit of hope.
maybe she'll forgive me.
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every single day for a month, i called and texted her.
me: sahar
me: i miss you
me: i cant do this anymore im sorry
me: please forgive me baby
me: i hope you'll remember me when i'm gone
me: goodbye babyi sigh, slouching down in my uber as we were on our way to the local large bridge.
"uhh, right here is fine." i mumble to the driver.
"are you sure mate?" the driver raises a brow.
"yeah, i'm meeting a friend. thanks though." i sigh, handing him a 10 dollar bill.
"you have a good one man." he thanks me.
oh i will. trust me.
my eyes follow his car, as we were the only ones at the bridge and i really didn't want anyone to witness this.
i walk towards the side of the bridge and look down. i could barely see the water due to the fact that it was really foggy.
"grayson.." i hear a voice say.
"fuck." i mumble, "what are you doing here, ethan."
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i fall apart - grayson dolan
Fanfiction"you was my shorty i thought.." in which a girl breaks a boys heart over a misunderstanding. 2017 filthydolan©️