Happy As Can Be.

Chapter 19: Fancy

I'm so fancy

You already know

I'm in the fast lane from LA to Tokyo

-Iggy Azalea

I got the job!!!!!

I'm so happy!

I start next Monday.

=^.^=

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I look at my hands in my lip.

What if I am?

What are we gonna do?

I can't have a baby now!

I'm so emotionally unstable like how do you expect me to raise a baby.

I purse my lips together and my vision blurs.

"Stop at the store" I say quietly.

He looks at me worried and touches my hand but I yank it away.

He sighs softly and pulls back onto he road and starts driving to the store quickly.

I go in and feel like I'm going to throw up and I hate it.

Sure I want kids so badly.

But now.....?! When everything is going on.

No I can't.

It's just no.

I go to the pharmacy and buy the pregnancy test and run to the bathroom.

I go into a stall and tears are welling in my eyes but Pete could be wrong.

I lock the stall behind me and take the test out of the bag and sit down doing my business so basically to be blunt I peed on the stick then finished up flushing and went out washing my hands and waiting for the test.

There was about two minutes left and I was nervous as ever.

Two minutes go by as fast as ever and then it beeps I take a deep breath but don't check it yet leaving the bathroom and going out to the car again getting In.

I take a deeper breath.

"Baby, it's ok what ever happens...... I love you" he says.

I look at him and smile brightly.

Finally.

"I love you too." I smile and take another Shaky breath.

I look down and my heart drops.

'+'

"I-I'm pregnant" I say.

We look at eachother then away.

"Ok" is all he says before leaving the parking lot.

I look out the window. And press my head against it starting to cry silently but hard.

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Sorry it's so short I promise the next one will be so much better!!!!