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*4 months*

Yn pov

     Its been 4 months since my life changed in soo...much ways i cant believe. Everyone have been hating me since they founded out i was pregnant. School and home have been hard ig am going throw depression as they say. I hate it everyone have been so over-protect its only cause the baby. If not they wouldnt care i dont even want it since it come out of me am giving it up idec i want my life back. Everyone keep telling me to keep it i dont really talk to Michael nomo. Sad how my bestfriend turned boyfriend/lover to my enemy so quick. He been ranning around with some mexican girl name Jasmine. That hoe dont like me she try to get me jumped so i wouldnt have this baby i told her i dont want this mfa. I almost lost the baby cause i dont eat like that and always sleeping cause i cant deal with the pain of being up and living life. I barely go to school when am up i take care of the triples. I been taking care of them cause kayla been gone i dont get a text or call ever. I think bout it the babies are soo..much stress i cry sometimes and honestly i cant be a mom its already like i have a kids. 4 i cant deal and jalen been trying to help me more and honestly i cant do that cause i dont feel shit. He been buying clothes and diapers working his butt off. I still cant still who the dad is... Honestly i wish it was jalen at this point i dont kno this would be my junior year was going to be fun. April and all the girls are taking me shopping. i feel like netflix and ice cream is my best choose at the point of a good point honestly .

*phone call*

April: hey baby

Yn: wassup

April: u ready??

Yn: no

Rosey: get ready we going to be their in a hour

Yn: do i have too??

April: u kno u dont have a choose*laugh* get ready we going shoping i dont want to hear no buts...

Yn: okay ig i have to see if anyone can watch the triples tho but alright

April&rosey: bye love

*hang up phone*

I hate them so much sometimes. I got up and saw the babies was asleep. I quite walked into the bathroom started up the shower. Hopped in and got ready i grabbed some clothes and did my hair. 

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Fuck the cute shit honestly. Once i was done the babies wake up for their bottle. Tre helped me with them but havent been talking to me in months cause of that bitch jade fuck that hoe honestly she not shid on everything we finish feeding them burped them too. I had to talk to tre after everything he dont do shit.

Yn: can u watch them???
Tre: cant i got a date with jade
Yn: really ?? Wtf to u see in her anyways?
Tre: she is my everything she faithful make me happy so hop off
Yn: that dont mean u had to cut me off
Tre: i do what my queen say
Yn: yeah w.e. fuck u and that bitch*strom out the room*

He a asshole the wedding is 2 months away and he doing this i cant belive. After everything i just need a friend rn. I  grabbed my phone had gone for a little ran . i had my headphones in listern to logic.

    I started ran to where I ran into the forest that was close by i sat on a tree stamp and cried my eyes out for a good 5 mins after a while i heard a guy voice coming behind me. I turned around and saw a tall guy lightskin with curly hair a little dread piece in the front.

???: whats wrong?

Yn: uh..nothing

???:  u sure cause i havent seen tears like that since my mom watched old yeller and they killed the dog

Yn: *laugh* ur funny but yeah life kinda fucked up i never though my junior year would be like this. I though cheerleader captain. Cuffed hanging with my girls like crazy but no *wipe tears* i hate my fucking life* cry harder*

???: its going to be okay ma i promise

Yn: wow..i dont even kno u and am opening up like this.

???: am malak * wipe some of ur tears*

Yn: well..hey malak am yn

Malak: ik u that baddie that was at school but then u never stop coming

Yn: are u a stalker?

Malak: no just u was at my bus stop and i was always afraid to talk to u

Yn: why tho?

Malak: i get afraid around cute girls but u bms.

Yn: i dont think rn is the time to shoot ur shot. *laugh a lil* but thanks

Malak: i just wanted to see u smile thats all but ik someone worried bout u we can walk back to ur house and talk bout life, okay? No scary shit my name is malak watson am 17 a senior at ur school and live on jefferson and Wisconsin. Okay

Yn: ight malak watson lets go.

We got up and walked to my house worry.. he made me laugh got my head off of  everything. I told him my prombles and all i was just so comfortable its creep me out a little. When i got home april and them pulled up. We give eachother snapchats and he hugged me goodbye. I hopped in the car with the girls  and here we go.

Apirl: who is that ??? He most definitely could be daddy

Rosey: u something else*laugh*

Yn: i cant stand yall sometimes i swear

Kayla: am fr tell me all the tea

Yn: his name malak he a senior and seem probably cool

Rosey: oh thats malak i remember he use to ran with tiny and them but i think he stopped cause family shit. Sad he got jumped and everything.

Yn: fr.. He seem like a sweetheart i dont think he would do that

Rosey: totally

Kayla: mhm... Ig he something else

Yn: how yall been?

Rosey: u kno playing with feeling bitch its a daily job

Kayla:really hoe?

April: yet sometimes it can be stressful but its amazing sometimes

Yn: April the way talk bout this shit u nd to get payed for it

April:  BITCH I DO... How u think i got these all red 12s on my feet one word " kj " * stick tongue out*

Rosey: well yall can do that but am cool with my baby tiny

Yn: thats all kayla right there. I dont want shit from these niggas

Kayla: whats been going on with Michael?

Rosey: yea i havent heard or seen him in the longest

Yn: he try to call and text me but i just ignore his ass i dont got time for that shit

Kayla: well... It could be his bby pooh

Yn: am not keeping it so what do it matters?? Him and that bitch can be happy and leave me tf alone

Out of no way i felt a huge pain hit the left side of my body window every where i try scarying for help but my body was too weak as i looked over to april blooding. I try do hard to move but all i could start to see was a white light

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