"Is it the very first breath from your heads been drowning underwater
I didn't know what to say to him, so I told 'I'm afraid of falling for you too.' I really was, I didn't like the idea of falling in love, and then getting my heart broken at the end.
At the end I didn't get hurt.
Or at least not yet.
and it's the lightest in the air when your chest-to-chest with a lover
I ended up falling in love.
First I thought, ' real love? Nah, I must be dreaming.
But over the days he proved me wrong.
I fall in love with him every day,
I feel like like I'm not the same,
And I am not.
It's holding on through the roads long
Over the months that we've been dating, I noticed that I changed,
He and our relationship, changed me in a thousands of ways.
I stopped cutting, sometimes it goes through my mind, but the thought goes away when he kisses me, hugs me, and says 'I love you'
My jealousy stopped, I stopped caring about what the people said.
And See a light in the darkest things
I'm not sure if I want to tell him after all of what I've been through; I haven't told him about my past.
And I'm scared I'm scared he's going to leave me after I tell him.
Should I even tell him about my past?
My heart says that I should but my head tells me not to.
And I didn't.
I should've.
Cuz if I would've, I feel like our relationship lasted a lot longer.
When you stare at your reflection finally knowing who is it I know you'll thank God you'll did.
