No Boyfriend No School (COMPLETE)

Chapter 1: No School

I wake up every morning feeling the same pain that my ex-boyfriend caused me. The same feeling of brokenness. Ang hirap hirap parin sa akin ang mag move on kahit it’s been 4 months since he broke up with me, kasi naman 2 years ko syang crush, since 1st year highschool at nang 3rd year highschool nong naging kami. “KEITH MARTIN BAKIT PA KASI MINAHAL KITA!!!” I shouted as my tears was fallen.

“Dianne, Anak ko. Anong nangyayari sayo dyan?” Nangangambang tanong nang mama ko habang kumakatok sa pintoan ko. Nakatingin lang ako sa ceilings at humingang malalim “Ma, I’m okay. There’s nothing for you to be worried about.”

Alam ko na alam ni mama na nagsisinungaling lang ako. Di ko lang siguro matanggap tanggap na wala na talagang pag asang magkabalikan kami ni KM.

“Lord, help me get through this. Di ko po to kaya pag wala ang tulong nyo.” This was my prayer every day and night for the whole 4 months.

Apat na sulok lang ang nakikita ko araw-araw mula nong di na ako pumapasok dahil di ko kayang Makita at maalala ang mga lugar sa school na pinupuntahan naming ni KM. Pinaparusahan ko ang sarili ko dahil hinayaan kong mahulog ang puso ko sa kanya na di ko tinirhan ang sarili ko. Puros nalang si Km, si Km, si Km ang bukang bibig ko. Di parin ako nakakamove on, grabe!

Every day I could still remember him, those days we shared our laughs, those days we had our fights and everything that composes our relationship. Every time my phone beeps, I’m still hoping that it’s gonna be his name that would appear. That he will text me and ask me to come back to his life.

It’s 7:00 pm and it’s dinner time, narinig ko nalang ang mama ko na sumigaw mula sa kusina “Dianne, let’s have our dinner dear” yaya nya. Exhaling as I close my eyes “Okay ma. Be there soon.”

After 20 minutes, I’m still stuck facing at my mirror trying to fix my hair and my face. Nakatulala lang akong nakatingin sa sarili “Dianne, The food is getting warmer, Hurry Up!”

My mom keeps on reminding me about dinner. I barely took a step in getting out from my room. Umupo ako na tila wala parin akong lakas at ganang kumain. “Thanks God at andito kana. Kumain ka na dahil dalawang araw ka nang di kumakain.” Sabi naman ng mama ko na tila nag aalala sya nang husto sa akin.

Touching the food by the fork on my left hand “Ma, could you make me a glass of milk, please?” I gently asked her. Smiling “Okat baby” She replied.

I tried not to remember him as I show the chicken legs in our table because it’s his favorite part. As my mom show me staring on it, she gave me the glass of water and said “Anak, enough with that. Kumain ka na at di mo pa nagagalaw ang pagkain mo.” Malumong sabi nang mama ko.

I ate a little and sipped until the glass turns empty *burp* “Excuse me” said it shyly.

My mom laughed a bit and I smiled. As she noticed my smile, she said “I miss seeing you wearing that smile.” I smiled continually “Yeah. First time in a long time.” I replied.

I returned to my room and walked straight to my balcony. Gazing at the stars in the sky. It took me a while and then I noticed that the house next to ours where the people are all busy packing their things. I dove into my bed and I haven’t noticed that I’m already sleeping.

[] The next day []

I woke up and prayed for the same thing. While facing the ceiling with my mind’s exploring to nowhere, my best friend, Mazy, came in rashly to my room and shouted “Diannnnneee, bangon na wuii!” na parang may sunog. Shocked, and I was like “Okayyy! I’m up already you know!”

She smiled like nothing happened and walked unto my bed “Aw! Oo nga nu?!”Giving her a face, “Payakap nga, hmmmmm!” hugging me so tight with matching sound effects pa talaga ee, kaloka!