One Direction imagines

Comfort (Harry)

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I honestly did not know what came over me this time. I'm not the person to often be down in the dumps. My mom would always tell me to bring my smile with me wherever I went because it would make other people feel comfortable and easier to talk to which I found to be true, so it stuck with me. Also, I loved thinking positive and be as optimistic as possible, because for me it was simply easier to be happy than sad. When I was sad I would drift so far away from reality and happiness it took me way too long to came back from that. I would always push everyone away from me at that time which made it harder to pull myself back and when I finally would I had to start all over again. But the thing was, I always had a reason to be sad, like something bad had happened and it made me this way. But not this time. I feel exhausted and drained from every day things.

I have been this way for a few days now and Harry's started noticing how I'm not up for anything but pretty much sleep or just lying in bed by myself, I'm barely eating or talking. I go to work, after that I come home and soon go to bed. He tried to talk to me, he really did but I didn't know what to tell him. So, I simply said nothing.

I unlocked the door of Harry's and mine shared apartment and walked in. I hung my coat at the hanger next to the door and passing by Harry who was in the kitchen just saying 'Hi' to him and heading up to the bedroom. I changed my clothes and went back downstairs.
Harry was leaning on the counter and looking at me not saying anything as I slowly walked in the kitchen.

"Hello, love. How was your day?" He asked with soft and concerned voice never taking eyes of me while I was walking around the kitchen not sure of what was I looking for.

"I – It was fine, I guess, I don't know" I said irritated not at Harry's question but at the fact I still didn't figure out what I wanted. "Fuckin' hell" I cursed as I pushed a chair and went to the bedroom finally giving up on whatever it was I needed or wanted.

I sat on the edge of bed and leaned my elbows on my knees and cupped my face with my hands trying my best not to break down. I felt Harry's arm on my shoulder and then the bed shifting when he sat next to me.

"Princess tell me what's wrong, so I can make it better. Did I do something to upset you?" the words came out of his mouth so slowly and quietly for some reason it made me want to cry even more. But I said nothing, just lowered my arms down and looked in front of me. I wanted to talk to him, I really did, but I still didn't know what to tell him.

"Don't shut me out Y/N, please." I looked at him but barely saw him. My eyes were so blurry I just saw his silhouette facing me. I closed my eyes and felt warm tears streaming down my face and soon after Harry hugging me tightly.

"Shh, princess, I'm here for you, always gonna be here for you" He said not leaving me out of his embrace. "Everything will be alright, I love you to the moon and back, remember?" he kept talking to me hoping I would say something, at this point I was sobbing so hard I wasn't even able to speak a word let alone make out a sentence that had any sense, so I hugged him back and held tightly.

Soon he slowly pulled away from me wiping tears from my cheeks. "How about we go downstairs, and we watch a comedy? I will cuddle you and when and if you are ready you can talk to me, alright?" he asked, and I nodded, and we got up. He pulled me in for a hug once again kissing my forehead and said, "I really do love you Y/N and it hurts me to see you this way and I hope you tell me what made you this way, so I can try make it go away, and be you hero" he said, and I smiled lightly at how he always wanted to be my hero.

We watched Pineapple express, he knew that was my favourite comedy, and every time I would laugh at something from the movie he would kiss my cheek. After the movie finished we laid the way we did for a little longer and Harry begun singing.

Every day I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

As soon as he sang these lines I closed my eyes and buried myself deeper in him.

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

He stopped to kiss my cheek once more.

But you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

I sat up and he followed my actions. He put his hand on my knee and gave me a loving smile. I took a deep breath and tried to think of something to tell him.

"I... I don't know Harry. I don't want you to think I'm shutting you out. Maybe - I guess maybe I did do it but subconsciously, not with intent. The thing is I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm just tired of my stupid job, tired of the people I work with and for, and pretty much tired of everything"

"Hey now, there's nothing wrong with you, pumpkin. Everything about you and with you is more that alright. So why don't you just quit your job, and then we can figure out what else is tiring you. Step by step. You never got the chance to go to college, why don't you think about that?" He talked never taking his eyes of me

"I'd love to quit my job and go to college, but I can't, Harry. I don't have any money to support myself or pay for my college. I just can't afford it." I rubbed my face while I spoke leaning on the couch

"You have me, Y/N. I can take care of you. I want you to be happy and you know I love spending money on you, it was never a problem for me. I've been trying to spoil you from day one" he pointed out and I slightly laughed at him because it was true, he always wanted to pay for everything and buy me things and we argued a lot because he'd never let me pay for anything. I opened my mouth to fight back on this, as usual but he cut me off "Don't you start giving me that crap how you need to be independent, I'm mean it's not crap, and you know I'm always up for it and all, but I also want to take care of you and you never let me."

"But I can't just let you pay for my college Harry!" I said and looked at him

"Well, your birthday is coming up, consider it a birthday present, you can't argue with that" He said proudly smirking

"Actually, I can, you know I'd be happy even if you bought me a water bottle for my birthday, H" I said and patted him on the shoulder

"Oh, princess I know that, one of the reason I love you so much, but you deserve so much more, and if me paying for your college and supporting you is a way for you not be so fucking stressed out, I'm more than happy to do it."

"Harry"

"No, I'm serious, let me do this for you." He pleaded

"How did we get here, I mean with the conversation?" I asked confused when I realised how much we wandered away from the start

"It's the core of your unhappiness. And don't change the subject." He said and kissed my shoulder "You wanted to study Social work and work with kids and teens, right?" he asked, and I nodded "You should apply to that course then" he said kissing my neck "Let me pay for your first year, and we will figure out the rest"

"Okay" I said as I enjoyed his kisses wandering from my neck, to my collarbone and my face

"Now, let me love you"

"sorry this is so long but i hope you enjoyed it! If there are any spelling mistakes i'm sorry English is not my first language :) "