[Fallen Wings Series #2] Asmodeus: The Pompous Devil [R]

Chapter 12: Asmodeus

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QUINN FREYA WESTWOOD 

KUNG normal na tao ang tatanungin, they will say that I made a wrong decision. Tama, mali nga naman. Asmodeus is a Demon, he's evil and God might be erasing my name in the book of life right now. I've been a bad daughter to her, I let my self get used and had a Demon take advantage of my weakness. But even if I know it is mistake, 'di ko magawang magsisi. 

I just don't know why my heart tells me that what I did is the right thing. Those days when he didn't talk to me felt so empty. Mas empty pa kesa noong mga panahon na 'di ako pinapansin ni Kuya Aleister. Akala ko noong una dahil lang ito kay Kuya Aleis, I thought I just missed him and I'm still do it for him... but I was wrong.

I'm doing this shit because of this demon living inside him. "God, can you tell me if this is right or now? I'm not the religious but... alam kong 'di mo ako ilalapit sa mga bagay na makakasama sa akin. Please, help me to think clearly..." I silently prayed.

 Inangat ko ang kamay ko sa makisig n'yang mukha, after numerous rounds of sex. He fell asleep, napapagod din pala ang mokong ito. He said he usually don't get tired but since he is using a human body, nakakaramdam siya ng pagod. That's what he said, dati daw no'ng hawak pa niya ang kaniyang katawan. He can do a lot. Mahina akong napangiti at hinawakan ang kaniyang makisig na mukha.

He is my living sin. "Kuya Aleis, I'm sorry but... Can he use your body for more time?" I silently asked him. I felt him scoot closer to me, making me inhale more of his manly scent. 

"Can you stop staring at me while sleeping?" He groaned.

Namula ako at agad na tumalikod mula sa kaniya. I heard him chuckle, "Hindi kita tinitingnan..."

"I already caught you, dear..." he responded at saka niya ako muling pinaharap sa kaniya. "At saka akala ko ba you want Aleister to come back. Why are you asking him to let me use his body?" He asked me again, tuluyan akong humarap sa kaniya.

"I don't know. I just thought that making you stay with is right." I bit my lips while saying those words to him. Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko, 

"Hindi ka ba natulog?" tanong n'ya sa akin.

"I tried but I don't want you to see me dreaming." Giit ko sa kaniya. "So I just stayed awake..."

"Bad dreams e? Are you always having it?" tanong n'ya sa akin. Tumango ako sa kaniya bilang sagot, "Nawala na yung mga panaginip ko years ago, pero bumalik ulit ito over summer. Iba't - ibang panaginip, iba't- ibang istorya pero iisang kahihinatnan." Sagot ko sa kaniya.

"What kind of dream is it?" tanong n'ya sa akin.

 "Si Kuya Aleister, pinatay ko siya." sagot ko sa kaniya at saka ako mahinang ngumiti. I remember the painful part of my dream, sa 'di ko malamang dahilan ay tila ba kinurot no'n ang puso ko.  He looked at his watch at tiningnan ang oras.  

Nag-igting ang kaniyang panga ng madinig n'ya 'yon. "Kailan mo pa napapaganipan 'yon?" he asked placing his hand on my bare back and carresing it softly.

"Ever since I was young. Lalo na nung nakilala ko si Kuya Aleister, dumating pa sa puntong ayokong lumapit sa kaniya kasi baka mapatay ko siya. I was afraid na gagawin ko sa kaniya yung nakikita ko sa panaginip ko. Pero matiyaga si kuya, he helped me. Lagi s'yang lumalapit sa akin, he always played with me. Lagi n'yang sinasabi na 'di siya mamatay dahil sa akin na panaginip lang 'yon. That I shouldn't get hurt because of it, until I eventually believe it. I strived to be better, kahit nasa Bulgaria na siya e tinuloy ko pa rin ang medication ko. Those nightmares are like scars, hindi ako maiwan- iwan."  Pagkwento ko sa kaniya.