Eva~
"You don't understand shit. I'm the stupid one who came back," I throw my hands up.
"Fuck you, and all your excuses. Is sex all you want me for? Well I'm more than your fucking sex toy," I turn away, then turn back around.
"I love you Colby, I always have. Why do you take me for granted? Then you say sorry and my dumb ass comes running to you. I'm not gonna do this anymore," I hold my hand to my chest. Pouring out my heart hurts like a bitch. Especially when all you have done is bottle it up.
"You still act like my fathers buddy, and you know what? I'm not suprized. I should have just left things at us hating each other. The guy I thought was my boyfriend is actually friends with the devil himself. You treat me like a toy, like I'm one of the game pieces in your sick little game. Well guess what? YOU WIN. I lose. HONESTLY, if I was dead you would throw a party," I mean every word I am saying.
"Get this through your head. Am I an object to you, or a person?," He stares at the ground. I lift up his head with my finger on his chin.
"I'm not a slut or a whore. I'm just a girl who wants to end it all because of you. Go find someone else. I'm done with your game. I'm not good enough for anyone. I thought you actually loved me," My voice cracks. I roll my eyes because of it.
"You sir have officially fucked up my life, and I want to end it." I'm about to walk away and Colby starts crying.
I start crying he tries to hold me, then I pull away.
He says,
"I love you. I'm sorry I put so much pain on you. I was trying to save you from him. I promise, soon you will get away from him and your Mom. I know there are no amount of times I can say sorry to add up to how much I genuinely am. I am going to try and make things right." He kisses me. I break down.
"I can't handle anymore pain. I can't take it. It is killing me. I want to be numb. Please Colby. Please take the pain away. I can't breathe. Help me. Please help me." I fall to my knees. He goes down with me and strokes my head. He calms me down. We go to his house so I don't have to be with my parents.
I just fall asleep on his bed.
Him holding me in his buff arms.
Who would have known that in those moments he would change forever?
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FanfictionHUGE TRIGGER WARNING "Does the flower truly stand alone?" She is unlucky with love. Unlucky in most things. She hopes one day something or someone can pick her up piece by piece. She is unsure how to love and who she wants to love. While on the e...
