τнє ƒℓσωєr τнατ sταท∂s αℓσทє (Under Construction)

When You Can't Control It

Colby~

I want to help her. She doesn't deserve misery.

Her parents put her through hell.
I put her through hell.

I'm ashamed. I know I keep saying it. I'm just scared for her. That man is a whole hell of a lot to deal with.

Eva~

I was back to my old phase not talking to anyone, because if I did they would ask how I was doing. I have no answers for their curiosity to feed off of.

I wake up to Colby kissing on my neck. I immediately turn to him and start kissing him moving to his lap.

Then it hits me.

Everything. I couldn't handle the remembrance of what happened to me this whole time.

A panic attack was starting up.

Colby already had my shirt off and was kissing down to my breasts.

"Colby.." He kept kissing.

"Colby." He turned us over so he was on top.

"Colby.." He kissed my lips.

"I can't do this!" I pushed him off.

"I'm sorry Eva, I should control myself." He apologized.

I start crying on my knees.

"Colby, It's just it all hit me and I can't handle it." He sits down next to me.

"If you need to talk you can Eva." I look up. I realize I can't see past this monster he was. He tried to hug me.

The touch of people who hurt me just made it worse.

"Colby, don't touch me." He nods.

"I can't stay here anymore. I can't stand that you love me. It feels like this is what you want. You want me to get close and just-" He looks at me.

"I'm not the same person I was Eva." I get up and pack all of my clothes. Everytime I blink I can see it happening all over again.

It kept flashing and flashing back and fourth until I screamed collapsing on the floor.

"I can't handle it!" I looked up and Colby was staring at me.

"Let me help you. I am here for you" I run to him and he wraps his arms around me.

"It's all my fault Colby I should have stayed." He kisses my forehead.

"None of this is your fault you didn't deserve all of this pain." She looked at me.

Colby~

"Lets go somewhere babe." She nods. We leave in my dad's car it's all I have left of him. We went to get some food. She bearly touched it.

"Colby what's wrong with me? Why do I make so many mistakes?" I hold her hand.

"These are not your mistakes. Wr make mistakes because we're human. I make mistakes everyone else does too. Your father's the one who makes you believe you are responsible for his mistakes. You aren't. I'm going to make sure he doesn't make you miserable anymore." She nods.

After months, and months of nightmares, and breakdowns she finally got together. To an extent.

That was until her father returned to town.

Eva~

"Hey babe you finish all your homework?" He nodded.

After all of the sadness died down I started focusing on school. I feel better knowing I would graduate.

When we were both finished I was watching TV with him. Something unexpected showed up on the TV.

"30 year old man, is on the loose. Said to be looking for his daughter, his next victim. If you find this man don't hesitate to call the police."

I look at Colby.

"He's- he's coming." I say shaking.

"I will protect you he won't get near you." He gets up and moves the bed to the side.

I see a small red button. He signals me to come near him.

I go and he gives me ear plugs.

I put them in and so does he and he smashes the button holding me.

The windows are closed by a metal barrier. The whole house is surrounded. The floor falls in. I scream,

"Colby!" He holds me tightly then we fall in a huge net.

"Where are we?" I say holding onto him. A woman greets us.

"Hello son who is this?" I look at her shocked.

"My girlfriend, the reason I'm cleaning up my act." She smiles.

"Tell me what's going on." I say.

"My mom is the heart of what we have here, which is a safe secure place for people who need it. They have their own army. Of course it isn't legal but it helps a lot of people. Victims from the ones your father kills."

I was shocked. This didn't feel real so I pinched myself. I prove myself wrong.

"This is real. We just have to check you. Since you are his daughter, we have to make sure you are safe to have here." Colby carried me bridal style and me being so drained I fell asleep instantly in his arms.

What is my dad up to?

How long has this been under us?