!warning! Cutting
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The phone rung six times until Brendon's voicemail thing came on.
"Hey this is Brendon! Leave a message. And have a good day." I smiled and waited for the beep.
"H-hey." I said feeling my voice crack. "I was just checking in. I get it that you have show everyday and can't talk. It just felt wrong not talking to you." I said and hung up the phone. I smiled shyly and moved to the bathroom.
It'll be quick.
I thought as I opened the medicine cabinet. I looked at my watch.
11:11
"Make a wish Ryan." I whispered softly to myself and pressed the cold blade to my forearm.
I wish that all the pain will go away
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A/N
I'm sorry:(
All these chapters are depressing
I'm staying at sofias house tonight bc my house is super loud bc we have water damage and their trying to get it out so yeah it's super loud
Currently I'm sitting with a speaker on my head playing Thank You For The Venom by MCR ummm we got our outdoor ed groups and I'm with haven but not sofia:(
Also I had this memory come back to me while in history but my old elementary school played this game called bump and at one point the rules where that whenever a girl scored it counted as half a point bc their not full ppl like WTF???? Anyways a kid swore by accident in front of our oe leader
•Song Suggestion•: Out Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Didn't Get Sued by Fall Out Boy
•Fanfic Suggestion•: Not All Flowers Have Thorns by floatingspacenugget it's super good all her writing is super good but this book is sooo good and makes me always wanna know what happens next go check it out
~enjoy killjoys~
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yøung førever ~ (sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing/ryden)✔️
Fanfiction{Sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing} :half kik half irl: Ryan and Brendon have been married for 2 years and have entered parenthood They have moved out of their old apartment and into a renovated barn with 5 acres of land They have a son named: Clayton...
