!warning! Mentions of self harm
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I've been married to Brendon for five years.
We moved back to Vegas right after our two year anniversary. Brendon got to make a deal with the people who were running his show.
He sends him his new art and they sell it.
Clay is now four, he's growing up so fast. And in two months we're adopting Faze. She's seven and I'm so excited.
With all the exciting things happening in our lives, there are some not exciting things as well.
Kiwi was diagnosed with heart failure, she's scheduled for a surgery on Thursday. She should live for another five years if she continues to take medicine.
Clays starting kindergarten, which would be on the list for exciting things however two months ago Clay was diagnosed with anxiety. And going to kindergarten may trigger that for him, and I know what anxiety feels like and I don't want my son going through that.
One day Brendon left to get more art supplies, and Clay was at his friends house. That's when I broke down, crying, sobbing. I had a panic attack. I cried for three hours straight, and then my old instinct picked back up. I cut and bleed so much.
My tattoos were screwed.
One thing that really put a dent on this these past three years was...Brendon and I had a really big fight.
He left for two days, and wouldn't pick up his phone. I don't even remember what we were fighting about, hell I don't want to remember what we were fighting about.
But we're good now, and that was one year ago. Brendon and I have been happy together. Clay is growing up and soon we're adding onto our family.
I can't wait to see what the future holds.
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A/N
Ok I'm sick and I was kept at home yesterday bc my mother said I was too sick and I wasn't able to go on my oe trip today bc again I'm too sick and it sucks
But yeah this kinda just catches up what happened and I hope it's ok that I skipped three years but I'm excited to write what's coming up now like I said there was some foreshadowing
Yeah I hope you enjoyed this bc I really like it
•Song Suggestion•: Trouble by Sleeping With Sirens
Anyways~enjoy killjoys~

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Fanfiction{Sequel to RyroRoss⚡️ is typing} :half kik half irl: Ryan and Brendon have been married for 2 years and have entered parenthood They have moved out of their old apartment and into a renovated barn with 5 acres of land They have a son named: Clayton...