Side by side (Vkook)

Chapter 3

Jungkooks perspective:
Taehyung suddenly fell backwards onto the bed again. His eyes were wide open and he seemed, as he were just frozen. "Taehyung!", I screamed and nearly broke the red nurse button as I was hitting it many times, overreacting about the situation. A nurse came rushed in." He just froze!" ,I shouted out panicking. "Calm down!" ,the nurse ordered and kneeled down beside Taehyung.After some trying he woke up again. He blinked in confusion. "What happened?" He asked and looked around. "Where am I?" "Taehyung I am there for you! Don't freeze again!", I told him the fear was still audible in my voice. "What?…", Taehyung was really confused, held his head like he was in pain and stared at me calming himself down. I snuggled my face into his chest, helding tears back. He would get better! He would shurely get better!
But he didn't got better. He kept blacking out the next days, but it got less the third day at least. I spend every second with him those three days knowing that it would make him feel better. He was thankful for that. He was more calm and really tried to recover quickly. At the fourth day he didn't black out even once. I was really happy that his condition got better. He was mostly sleeping, but I wasn't bored though. I kept thinking about Taehyung. I wondered why he wanted especially me to stay with him. Why he was so glad about my presence? I also thought much about when he blacked out the first time. Taehyungs condition had overwhelmed me a lot. I had felt very weard lately. I mean really weard,worse than before. I didn't want to loose Taehyung. He was so precious to me. I couldn't live without him. I also didn't want him to feel so much pain, but he really seamed to be in pain. Sometimes he flinched and whimpered in his sleep. It was horrible to listen to. In those times I always hugged him tightly and whispered calming words into his ears. He then calmed and layed still again. I wasn't the only one to be with him. The other members and even the manager came ,too but they didn't stay that long. Jimin came often to check on us and hoseok did ,too. The others were there just once or twice. I laid my head down onto Taehyungs chest to heat his heart beat normally. I felt pretty calm listening to his precious heart, but shoot up when Taehyung flinched  suddenly. "Jungkook, what were you going to tell me the first day in hospital?", Taehyung asked suddenly. I was surprised that he actually remembered, because with every black out his brain had erased the latest memories. I stared out of the small window. "I…I", I Stuttered thinking what I should say. "Never mind!", I said then deciding to not tell him. "Really?", he looked at me not really convinced," it sounded pretty important to you", he looked at me uncertain if he should belive me or not." I sighed ,"No, it is alright! It isn't important anymore.", I wiped away the thoughts. "Ok then", Taehyung sighed.
After a few days Taehyung was back to health again and we were leaving the hospital. I was relieved to see him ok again and this time he was really alright. Actually neither of us never knew what had been the problem amd nobody asked about the illness anymore after we left the hospital. In general everybody forgot the incident after a few days. Everybody except for Taehyung who was still long after his stay at the hospital thanking me for staying with him.I am positive that he won't ever forget about that.

A few weeks later we had a photo shoot. It was pretty well and we were all praised by the photographer for our great work as a team. Then we had some seperated photoshoots. I was the first one to be done, we had freetime after that , but I still wanted to wait for Taehyung , who had gone last into his Photoshoot. I sat down at the end of the room and watched Taehyung getting photographed. This   look did really look good on Taehyung. I used to look at the phoroshoots of the others, maybe I should do that again more often again. Taehyung did really look good today. What am I saying he always looks good. I mean … it is true though.“Jungkook….Junkook”, I hear somebody call and a few seconds later I see Jimin waving his hand in front of my face. I snapped out of my thoughts.“Yes, Jimin”“wow that took you long to notice me. You should really stop drooling over your best friend.”, Jimin said , sounding a bit annoyed. I blushed. Maybe I was watching a little bit intense or I was just too sunken in my thoughts. Luckily Taehyung was ready now and I didn't have to explain anything to Jimin. The others were out somewhere for dinner, but the three of us had just some food delivered to our dorm and were having a relaxed evening together as the youngers, until Jimin started that stupid Game. It was fun, but I knew it wouldn't end well it was just …. The situation was getting awkward. “If I were you Taehyung I would eat like a pig”, Jimin said. Taehying looked at him confused and was just about to ask why as Jimin explained:“it is a game it is called ‘if I were you’ and  when I say something to you like what I just said then it means I tell you to do that and you basically have to do that then.It is like truth or dare just without truth.” We nodded slowly, not really understanding, but we tried and the game was actually fun. We played it for a while. “Jimin, If I were you I would call Jin and tell him, that you are drunk at a club”, Taehyung sayed to Jimin. I was sureprised , that jimin actually did that. Like expected Jin nearly exploded. He was always really protective what goes in the direction of getting drunk and then getting lost. We quickly told him it was just a game , but I could tell that he was still mad. We all laughed a lot, but Jimin wanted his revenge and I had to pay for that. “If I were you Jungkook I would kiss Taehyung”, he told me, I froze. I didn't expected something like that.I looked at Taehyung a little embarrassed and then at Jimin “do I have to?” “It would be unfair if you wouldn't. Come on it is just a game”, Jimin said. He was right! It was just a game it didn't mean anything.It didn't mean anything... I sat in the middle of Taehying and Jimin , so they were on both of my sides. I now leaned to Taehyung on my right. His eyes had grown huge as our lips met in a short forced kiss. It felt strangely good. His lips were soft and tasted sweet  and I truely wished it would have been longer, but I was too embarrassed to hold on long. Yeah that really had felt good and…. oh I can't say it..., I actually wanted to kiss him again. It had woken a strange feeling inside of me I couldn't say what it was ,but the whole rest of the evening I was more overexcited than ever.
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Heyyyy,
So this is chapter 3 of this book.
I know it is a bit dumb that Jungkook still doesn't know what he feels....
Whatever...
See you next week.(;
Bye!