Side by side (Vkook)

chapter 11

Taehyungs Perspective:
I was greeted by my Hyungs as I got into the dorm. They talked nonstop, hugged me and were all overexcited, but all along Jungkook was the only thing on my mind and I couldn't miss that he was not there. I was sooo desperate to see him ,to hug and kiss him again. I missed him sooooo much and felt so sorry for not being able to communicate with him while I was gone. By the way where was my phone I must have left it here somewhere! “Guys,”, I started shyly,“where is Jungkook?” The others looked around finally noticing that the maknae was missing. “In his room I guess. He seems to be pretty off lately. He surely misses you a lot.”, they said and I quickly put my suitcase in my room and then ran over to Jungkooks, not patient enough to knock. What I saw shocked me. The room was a mess and Jungkook himself was more of a mess. I had been worried about him, but I didn't expect it to be so bad. I went over to him immediately,and hugged him, but he pushed me away and sobbed. “Taehyung, get out!”, he said. “Don't waste your precious time with me. I know it already! I understood you will never love me and I hope you are happy that way!”, he said all really fast and mumbled through the tears
. I understand only half of it which was only the less important half. “Jungkook,i am sorry…”, I stuttered. “Taehyung get put! You only make everything worse! ”, he halv screamed and again I didn't understand him. I was so confused I couldn't help but get out like he said. I didn't understand the world anymore! What happened? Why hated Jungkook me all out of the sudden? Just why? I only wanted to love him to show him how amazing he was, show him how precious he was… yeah.. Our relationship never has been something real deep. We started by just feeling something different while kissing each other, we didn't know each others feelings and I didn't realize how real this all got. It was more than just bro love, more than just wanting him by my side. No! he was my world, no, my universe! He was my light……my lifeline! He was soo precious to me! He deserved everything! I whish I could just hug him, kiss him, tell him him amazing and perfect he is! Well I think I will never get a chance to tell him that! He hates me! I don't deserve him!

The next days were Horrible for the two. They felt sii empty. They were both so desperate for a kiss, maybe more. They were starving from their souls desires for each other, but both thinking the other didn't want him anymore.
The hyungs were noticing that they were really feeling seriously depressed, heartbroken and horrible. They were definitely not ok!