Chapter 23

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*Ethan's POV*

I rush into the hospital. I start explaining everything that happened as the nurses take her away from me. They took her to a room. I followed the nurses to anywhere they were going. There is no way I'm going to leave her right now. There was a glass window in the room that they took Em. I could see what they were doing to my baby girl.

They start doing a lot of doctor stuff in a rush. I was only looking at her heart monitor. It was going up and down real slow but then it stopped. It turned to straight line. My heart stopped with her. With every electric shock they gave her my chest jumped with her.

I was clenching my fists and keep repeating "come back". 

They give her three shocks then her heartbeat start jumping again. She was back. I sigh in relief. My phone rang. I looked at the ID, Grayson. Shit.....I didn't tell my family or Em's family yet. I answered my phone

"Finally bro.....where the hell are you guys....I called you two a thousand times....where are you?"

"I....I'm at...the hospital" I barely talked

"Why hospital....is Emily OK?"

"No....."I said and tears blurred my vision and my voice cracked

"Don't worry.....just tell me which hospital.....I'll be there" he said and I gave him the address......I need my brother right now.......The nurses came out of her room and I wiped my tears and ran to them.

"How is she?"

"Stable now....she will make it" the nurse said with a smile. I sigh in relief

"When can I see her?"

"You can go right now" she said and led me to Emily's room. She was out cold. No movement. A lot of things were still attached to her. I held her hand. I couldn't see her like this. I put my lips on hers. Her lips didn't move at all. Not a single move. This broke my heart. A tear of mine fell on her cheek. I sat back and didn't let go of her hand. I couldn't control the tears till I felt Gray's hand on my shoulder. I looked at him and he gave me a weak smile. I let go of Em's hand and give Gray a tight hug. I needed him right now. I didn't want to let go.

The doctor came to the room and told us we need to go. I put my lips on her forehead and left a small kiss on it "I won't let you go" I whispered and let go of her hand. Gray's hand was on my shoulder all the time. I don't know what I would do without him. I left my car there cuz I couldn't drive at all. I'll take it later. Gray led me to his car and started driving back home. How am I going to sleep tonight? without her......

.............

We arrived at home. I just kept my head down and went to my room. I didn't even change my clothes I just fell on my bed.

Everything was going great....everything but she fell in my arms.....she couldn't even say it back.

I grabbed my phone and saw a picture of her. The picture I took when she was holding the koala. I kissed the picture and start scrolling one by one till I saw a video. A video from her. I remember this day.......

*flash back*

"hey future Ethan.....if you are watching this......I took the phone from the old Ethan and I'm not giving it back" she said

"Come on Em.....give it back"

"Noooooooo........"

"Give it back" I said and I jumped on her and start tickling her. I was laughing she was screaming......I stopped after she had happy tears on her cheeks. Our faces were an inch away. I slowly put my lips on hers. After the kiss she put her fingers on her lips and start giggling. She rubbed her hands around my neck, her legs around my back. She start kissing me again. It was one of the long ones. After the kisses we sat on the edge of my bed and I grabbed my phone. It was still rolling. It filmed it all.

"OK.....future Ethan....if while you are watching this Emily is sitting next to you.....well.....you are the luckiest person in the world"

"Don't worry babe......I'm not going anywhere" she said and kissed me one more time.

*end of flash back*

The video ended. It filmed it all. Every little detail. I can't believe I still have this video. I smiled at the video cuz Emily was still with me.....old Ethan....I'm the luckiest person in the world.......

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