married to a drunkard season 2

out burst....

Sanskar : and i also said swara i will not leave you ?... Not anymore swara... Not anymore... You have to come to me... You have to... Understand???

He shouts... Swara looks at him angrily...

Sanskar : why swara... Everytime why us... You know what swara... My... My blood boils with anger whenever i see that laksh and Ragini... Look na they forget everything in a minute and now they are dreaming about their future with their baby... Their own baby... And what about us... We are here... Standing in this dark street opposite to each other showing our ego... Why... Tell me na why...

Sanskar cries... Swara now looking at him with still eyes...

Swara : this game started by you sanskar...

Sanskar : han... Han... This all started by me... I am a bad husband... Who let his wife dance like a entertaining dancer in front of all... Who can't save her wife from those blo*dy men's lust full eyes... I am that worst husband who mistrust his wife and accuse her for another guy... I am that bad husband who accepts his family whole heartedly but not his wife... But this worst bad animal jerk husband always loves his wife... Always... His every breath, every heartbeat always calls his wife... Every second every minute i just pray for you... Why you left me swara why...

Swara chuckles... : why i left you?? Right... Rathet can say why i left me... Don't You know...

Sanskar shouts : no i blo*dy don't know... For that divorce... Kya karta main swara kya karta (broke down... And sits on his knees)... That day... You left with ragini... I shut the door on your face... With that i thought i have closed the door of my heart... Lekin nei... Aisa nei hua... Mere yaado ke dareezo se tum har roz mere samne ate the... Main dur jitna bhi jane ki koshis karta... Tum mere pi6e bhagte the... Ek gam jo tumne mujhe dia tha wo mujhse nei vulaya gya swara... Issliye khudse ye wada kia ki ak din tumhare samna khada ho kar tumhe ye ahsas dilaunga ki main bura tha magar itna bhi nei... Warna tumhare har ilzaam apne sar uthalo... Jo kar paya... Magar nei socha tha ki main khud bhi har raha hu... Uss din tumhe divorce de kar tumhe bas ye ahsas dilwana chahta tha ki dekho... Ek din jin sab k lie tumne mujhe chhoda tha... Mere baato ka maan na rakha wo log tumhe apne kam me use kar ke tumhe chhod dia... Chahe wo tumhare sautela bahan ho ya tumhare apni ma...

(but no... you come everyday from my memory... how much i want to go away you also used come running after me... the pain you gave me once i couldn't forget that... that's why i promised myself that one day i will come infront of you and will show you that... Yes i was bad... But not this much... Thats why i accepted all accusation... but never thought that by this i am also loosing... that day by giving you divorce i wanted to show thta... look for whom you oncve neglected me... left me all alone , they just throw you after using you for their work... whether it,s you step sister or your own mother)

Swara looks at him...

Sanskar : what... What are you looking at me... Your that sister... Your mother... What they do... Only shades their tears... Only for some months... Then back to their normal life... But me... You... What we did swara... Look at you... You lost yourself and i lost everything... Again i lost everything... Jalan hoti h mujhe... Khun kholta h mera jab bhi uss ghar ki har ek insaan ko normal zindegi jeete dekhta hu... Har ek din jab dekhta hu ki wo log kitne khush h or main akela... All alone... None is with me... Tumhe pata h... Main subha k 6 baje office jata hu rat 2 baje lot ta hu... Kiun ki nei rah pata uss kamre me main... Sote hue ja bed ki dusri side dekhta hu toh tumhe hallucinate karta hu... Par jab chhuna chahu toh... Nei... Nei ho tum wahan... Nei ho... I searched you everywhere... You knew that... For this only you change your name didn't came in front of media... I know...( i feel jealous.... my blood boils whenever i see them leading normal life... but me.. i am living all alone... you know... i go to office at 6 am in the morning and return at about 2 am in night.... i can't stay in my own room... when ever i lie on bed and turn to your side... i halucinate you... but when i try to touch you... you just vanished... you are not there)