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Sometimes I really find myself miserable. You know I really don't know if I still have strength to justify myself all over again, each choice. And then I finally interrogate the Lord waiting for a divine answer for my behaviour. Don't I react normally? I feel like I was accused to fight for everything. I only fight for what I believe in.

Howcan my laziness be a problem? How can my feelings be a problem? I feel tiredyou know. Always fighting all over again. I feel so tired that everyone islooking at me more as a problem than as a solution. I want this specific pointto change. But, I do just like there was no problem. However, I do feel sad sometimes. I keep my mind quiet though. I can't tell anyone. Anyone must know since I can't appear weak in front of my enemies. Then, I will keep it keep it in my heart deep down. No. Matter. What.

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