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7 ➵ five months

next couple of chapters based on the song 'stay high' by lo tove. also, the rest of the chapters should be poem like, presentation wise.

dedication: @theimpossiblefandom

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five months.

where have you gone blue hair?

I miss you.

I've not heard a single word,

nor has any club.

I did ask,

call me desperate,

but only for you.

for your kisses.

for your warmth.

for your eyes.

for your blue hair.

but mainly for you.

I've started again,

a bad habit,

one I shouldn't have started.

but I did,

I fought it,

and now it's back.

eating at my wallet.

but I need to.

everyone says it,

but I have to.

if I don't have you,

what do I have?

an empty flat.

an empty soul.

and empty heart.

an empty luke.

so I needed a buzz.

alcohol wasn't enough,

I was used to that,

had been for a long time.

so I did the next best thing,

of what I knew anyway.

I got the powder,

the white powder,

that makes me forget it all.

all my troubles,

and you.

I just top up,

whenever I start to remember.

I don't care,

about how bad it is,

for my health.

I need some release.

and this is the best way...

for now.

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