next couple of chapters based on the song 'stay high' by lo tove. also, the rest of the chapters should be poem like, presentation wise.
dedication: @theimpossiblefandom
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five months.
where have you gone blue hair?
I miss you.
I've not heard a single word,
nor has any club.
I did ask,
call me desperate,
but only for you.
for your kisses.
for your warmth.
for your eyes.
for your blue hair.
but mainly for you.
I've started again,
a bad habit,
one I shouldn't have started.
but I did,
I fought it,
and now it's back.
eating at my wallet.
but I need to.
everyone says it,
but I have to.
if I don't have you,
what do I have?
an empty flat.
an empty soul.
and empty heart.
an empty luke.
so I needed a buzz.
alcohol wasn't enough,
I was used to that,
had been for a long time.
so I did the next best thing,
of what I knew anyway.
I got the powder,
the white powder,
that makes me forget it all.
all my troubles,
and you.
I just top up,
whenever I start to remember.
I don't care,
about how bad it is,
for my health.
I need some release.
and this is the best way...
for now.
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Short Story❝Your kisses are intoxicating and I want to be drunk, hammered, smashed, stumbling on the floor in love.❞ two boys met in a club and had sex, this is the journey of finding each other again completed, poem form [ cover by me ]