TESSAS POV: I woke up and started thinking about Kian right away. Which is not a good thing because every time I've ever had a boyfriend something goes wrong and they cheat on me. I honestly feel like no one can love me. BACK STORY: (Once again this is not the case with real life what so ever) So I never had any siblings and my dad was out of my life. He let when I was really young and I have no idea what happened to him. My mom ended up passing away due to cancer a year ago today actually. No one knows this except bry. I loved her so much and I have no family left. END OF BACK STORY TESSAS POV: That's why I don't think anyone is capable of loving me. My mom was the only one who actually really loved me and obviously none of my boyfriends ever loved me. That's why I don't understand why I would tell kian about chance when no one else knows that. Bry doesn't even know that I don't eat for like a week after chance and I broke up. And I was so mentally drained. I just won't let people in cause I don't want to be hurt again. I just feel like I'm not good enough for anyone. And trust me I got good at hiding my emotions. I have my whole entire life. Just then I hear the door open down stairs and bry runs into my room. I was just leaning against my head board with my head partly down. She sat beside me and gave me a hug and we just sat there. Then one tear rolled down my cheek and hit the pillow then another then another till I was virtually crying my eyes out. Bry squeezed me tighter and said BRY: I'm so sorry t TESSA: I- I can't be- believe it's been a year BRY: it's ok TESSA: I just don't understand why it had to happen to her BRY: it was obviously for a reason TESSA: yah but everyone in my life I think that loves me leaves me or hurts me BRY: I love you TESSA: I know bry but that's different. BRY: come I get dressed and we can go get some juice. TESSA: ok on second Tessa went in the bathroom and put on black leggings and a black over sized hoddie. She put her hair up in a messy bun and walked out of the bathroom BRY: wow colerful TESSA: this is how I feel right now. I'm just sad and confused and feel lonely on the inside even tho I'm not I the outside. BRY: it ok Tessa let's go. Tessa and bry walked down stairs and you can tell Tessa was crying. At this point jc Kian and franny we're home and they all looked at them and you could tell they were going to ask something. Bry just looked at them and shook her head. They went to the juice store and just sat there for a couple of hours and talked. It was now 6 o'clock and they arrived back at home. Bobby and corrie were home and everyone was in the kitchen. Bry and Tessa walked in and sat at the bar stools with everyone else. JC: hey t you ok Tessa: yah BRY: Tessa TESSA: what BRY: nothing FRANNY: y'all are being weird TESSA: I'm just gonna go upstairs Tessa went upstairs and locked the door FRANNY: I'm confused what happened BRY: I can't tell you that. That's something for Tessa to tell you Bry sighed and walked upstairs and shit her door. JC: umm Kian you were the only one here last night did something happen KIAN: no we just watched stranger things and then went to bed JC: I wonder what's wrong then FRANNY: if Tessa wants us to know she'll tell us. TESSAS POV: I stayed in my room the rest of the night and I could every one downstairs having fun. It's now 1 in the morning and I think everyone is sleeping at this point. I have made the executive decision to stay away from Kian and just keep my distance. I like him like a lot but it never ends well when I like people and I don't want to be hurt again. I just feel like no one else could really truly love me. NEXT MORNING: I woke up and it was 6:30, surprisingly I'm won't tired at all so I just decided I would go to the gym. When I came back it was 7:30 and the only one who was up was bry. BRY: hey t where were you TESSA: at the gym BRY: oh how are you feeling TESSA: I feel fine I think it was just yeasterday BRY: that's good TESSA: yah I'm gonna go get ready I'll be down in a bit TESSAS POV: I walked upstairs had a showe did my hair and makeup and can I say I look good. I don't normally but it's just something about today. I'm kinda nervous about today tho cause I'm gonna keep my distance from kian. I walked back down stairs and this is what I'm wearing:
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Everyone in the house was sitting on the couch so I sat beside bry as far away from Kian as possible. BRY: damn t you looking fine JC: were you ok yesterday TESSA: yah it's just one of those bad days JC: oh CORRIE: do you want to go for lunch EVERYONE: yea All of them went out for lunch and once again Tessa say as far away from Kian as possible. Kian talked to Tessa a couple times but she would make the conversation short and start talking to someone else. TESSAS POV: I hate to do this to kian but first of all I know he Doesn't like me. He's way to good for me and always goes for the super hot models. Anyway our lunch finished and we all went back to the house. The rest of the day was filled with eating more food watching movies and avoiding Kian. And that's pretty much it. I know Fun. Right. ———————————————————————— Thanks so much for reading. I have been really busy and I will try to post more. WORDS: 1062
