IMAGINES

Jensen Ackles: Marry me

Type: Request by @lizwinchester16 (Tumblr)

Summary: So I have two questions: can you do an imagine with Jensen Ackles using the song marry me by Thomas Rhett and do you have a masterlist.

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Jensen's view

What a day. The sun is shining brightly, the birds are singing, everyone has a smile on their face. Such a perfect day to do everything you ever wanted.

I was just finishing my coffee, thinking about what will happen today. I'm scared, like I was never before. Afraid. How much I'd love to stay in my bed for the rest of my life, forgetting that this day ever existed. But I have to face my fears. Unfortunately.

*

Yeah, she wants magnolias out in the countryNot too many people, save her daddy some money

Well, I'm here now and I now I can't turn back. I started to walk to the most beautiful garden I have ever saw. It was so simple, but at the same time, so breathtaking. Just like her.

I started to walk towards the chairs to get a seat. As I guessed, there are not going to be a lot of people. Of course, she never wanted to do something extravagant.

I'll wear my black suit, black tie, hide out in the backI'll do a strong shot of whiskey straight out the flaskI'll try to make it through without crying so nobody sees

Some guy just walked over me, offering a drink. I took one, drinking it fast. Maybe the alcohol will make me feel a little bit better.

The ceremony was just about to start, so everyone was trying to find a good spot. I knew I had to make that too.

I have founded a free chair at the back of the crowd. It was a good seat for me, hopping no one will recognise me.

I took a last glance at my suit, arranging the tie a bit. Then I heard the music starting. I'm now asking myself: "Why do I do this to me?"

I turned my head and I felt instantly the tears forming in my eyes. She was so beautiful. What am I saying? Beautiful is an understatement.

Her beautiful white gown fitted her perfectly. Her hair, her makeup, everything was perfect. And her eyes... oh, how much I miss those eyes.

I remember the night when I almost kissed herYeah, I kinda freaked out, we'd been friends for foreverAnd I always wondered if she felt the same way

*Flashback*

We are just walking in the park, like we do everyday after school. I told her this morning that we need to talk about something important. Now that the time came, I wish to go in time to change everything.

"So Jensen. What is so important that you wanted to be just the two of us?"

"Well... I don't really know where to start..."

She looked at me with her beautiful Y/E/C eyes. How can she be so beautiful? I will never understand.

"If you don't know how to say it, then try to show me! It will be more easier."

I was scared. So, so scared. She is my best friend for years now. We've been through good and bad moments. I don't want to lose her now.

So, as she told me, I tried to show her. I cupped her cheeks and started to lean slow.

When I was just about to kiss her, she moved her head.

"I'm sorry... I hope I didn't upset you or something..."

"No, Jensen, it's okay. We need to go home now, it's pretty late."

*End of Flashback*

From that day, I always wondered if she ever thought about me as more than a friend. Always prayed that someday I can call her my girl. She always had the power to make me the most happiest man in the world.

When I got the invite, I knew it was too late

Seeing her now, walking down the aisle, it brakes my heart. Most of my dreams were like this. The two of us, getting married, having kids and live happily ever after.

The smile she gave to her now future husband killed me. She used to smile like that to me.

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The ceremony was about to end. But not until my heart will get another knife in it.

"Y/H/N, do you take Y/N to be your wedded wife, to live together in marriage?"

"I do."

"Y/N, do you take Y/H/N to be your wedded husband to live together in marriage?"

"I do."

"Now, I declare you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride."

I couldn't look at this scene. Tears were now falling down my cheeks and I couldn't stop them.

I just lost the love of my life to another man.

I could try to find her, get it off my chest nowBut I ain't gonna mess it up, so I'll wish her the best now

I thought I could talk to her, so she will know that I came. But when I saw her, thinking I was ready, I gave up. I know I will upset her and I really don't want to ruin her perfect day. I wish she will be happy with the man she loves, having kids and live happily ever after. Something I couldn't do.

Yeah, she wanna get marriedBut she ain't gonna marry me.