dear stephanie,
another day without talking to you.
i really wish i had pushed myself to do it today, but something stops me every damn time. i don't even know how to explain it.
anyways, there's something i wanted to tell you! today me and my best friend sam started a vine account. we probably won't go anywhere with it, but it'll be fun. just something to do when we're bored, you know?
god, i feel so stupid writing these letters. i'll never get the chance to talk to you or give them to you. you don't like me, there's no way you could, but here i am, fueling the fire and setting myself up to get burned.
but i guess it's worth it, as long as i'm not bottling up everything i wanted to say. if i was doing that, then i'd spit it into your face and make things even more awkward and just ruin it all.
but, yeah. that was my day. school, admiring you, and hanging out with sam. that's sort of how i spend my time every day.
you looked really pretty today, as expected. when you smiled during seventh period, it really made me happy. my heart did that thing it always does when you smile.
love (man, i really wish i was yours),
colby
