love letters ◈ colby brock

september 10, 2015

dear steph,

as much i hate to admit it, i miss you.
i miss you so much.
i miss playing with your hair when we'd watch tv.
i miss you dragging me around when you went shopping at the grove.
i miss buying milkshakes with you.
i miss going to the movies with you.
i miss when you'd fall asleep in my lap while reading a book.
i miss when you'd get frustrated while editing and i'd give you a shoulder massage and calm you down.
i miss when you'd hug me and thank me for being so good to you.
i miss when you'd flirt with me just to make me more insane.
i miss you.

i want to come back an apologize for running off and being an asshole to both you and sam. i want to hug you and tell you i don't care that you kissed him anymore. i was irrational and rude and i fucked up bad, and i'd give anything to change that. but i've already taken things so far that i don't know what i can say to change it for the better.

i never meant to make such a mess.

i still love you,

         colby