dear stephanie,
we're graduating today.
you invited me over for your graduation party since my family isn't throwing one, and that's where i'm heading after the big moment.
god, i'm so nervous.
i never told you how nervous i was because i don't want you to think i'm a wimp.
steph, i've been suppressing it all for so long. i know how successful vine has been for sam and i, but internet fame can come and go like that. what if we suddenly lose views and followers and all the money we made runs out? what if we need to move back home to kansas?
i just want to get through this day and then see you, because i think you're the only one who can make me feel even a little bit better.
but i am gonna make sure you aren't as scared as me about this whole leaving home thing. you don't deserve to feel that nervous.
i really care about you, you know that?
love,
a very scared colby. so fucking scared.
