Drug {Soonyoung x Jihoon} (COMPLETED) (CURRENTLY EDITING)

disorder (trigger warning)

Jihoon didn't know what he got himself into.

Jihoon's POV
My eyes scanned the website as I hesitantly kneeled down in front of the toliet.

Purging.

I calmed myself down before sticking three fingers into my throat.

I felt the food go up and flow into the toilet. Once I finished purging up the food I smiled proudly.

Maybe this is the way ill lose weight.

I smiled in victory and flushed the toliet. Before I left the bathroom I rinsed out my mouth.

Once I opened the bathroom door I saw Chan standing there, worry was shown in his eyes.

"Hyung?" He called out softly.

I looked at him and hugged him. He was most likely shocked at my behavior because I wasn't really a fan of skinship.

"Chan, do you hate me?" I asked softly.

He shook his head and hugged me back.

"Hyung, I will never hate you" I smiled.

From the corner of my vision I saw Soonyoung glare at me.

Why can't I hug others? Its not like he cares about me anyways.