I Can't Help But Love Him Shorts

R/D I'm Sorry I'm a F**k up part 1

(((((I changed my mine and didn't like how part two went so I'm redoing it )))))

Drew point of view

I ran to my room and Locked the down then I sat in the floor and rocked. I couldn't breathe my mind was racing.. on

I was having a panic attack I think..

My mind was being back bad memories.

I saw their Faces. The 3 guys from my old school.. they used to torture me. And there was nothing I could do.. in the halls they called me name.. wiredo freak.. and much worse. After school they would run after me. They never were fast enough to keep up with me.. but one day they planed ahead

Two of the ran after me and one waiting at the school gate.. he grabbed me and covered my mouth so I couldn't scream..

I tired to kick him over something but his friends came over. They smiles..  I remember think what the hell are they going to do to me .. and they going to beat me up? Break my bones? kill me?  I didn't know but I was Scared..

The Dragged me back behind the school.. where no could see .. the throw me against the wall.. I hit it hard.. I cried out .. they looked at me

How sad Your not even going to fight back?

I look up at them " what do you want from me? I've never done anything to you guys "

One of the guys punched me in the stomach. I fall to my knees

" shut up. Your nothing but a boy loving freak.. "
I held my stomach. As he kneeled down " isn't that right "

I just looked down at the ground. Scared

About that time Lilly and Her friend Alex turned the corner

When Lilly saw me and the other guy she Called my name out and ran over Alex ran over as well the 3 guys ran off

Lilly" Drew oh my god are you okay ?"

I didn't even look at Lilly ..

Alex" let's get him to the nurse "

Alex and Lilly helped me to the nurses office

The nurse said I was fine but they silly had to call my parents..

Once they got there they took me and Lilly home..

They asked me so many questions

How long has this been going on?

Why didn't you tell someone

Do you know the boys name

What did they do to you

I reply..

I don't know awhile

Because I was scared of what they would do

They just hit me a lot

.. mom was worried about me  I could tell by her word and the look on his face

But Dad just looked mad at me

Drew " May I go to my room please "

Mom" do you think you should be alone sweetie "

Drew " I'll be fine mom I promise "

Mom " alright "

I went to my room and lucked the door behind me then I laid on my bed .. as soon a my head hit the pillow I could hear Yelling from the living room.. it was mom and dad