ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
hello again friend welcome back to my rants about my shitty life ~ so if i have not mentioned before, i am pansexual meaning (if you don't know) i have no problem of who the hell you are, if i like you, i like you
"what the hell are you complaining about now?" you may be asking yourself at this here moment
weeeelll problem is that i have a crush on my friend
btw (if she every sees this) wassup nat, i love you
and my friend is also pan buuttt problem is that she has a significant other at the moment and that significant other IS MY OTHER FRIEND i mean i'm happy for them and shit but the way i found out is fucking insane so this is how i found out ~ so i'm sitting down and i'm working on some class work with my other friend and i say
"hey, i forgot to tell you but i like someone"
and then my friend tries to guess who i like in the class and then and says
"oh well you can't like nat"
and i'm over there like
"well what if i do"
and then they turn to me with the most sincere look on they're face and they go
"de'yani, me and nat are together"
that's when i start crying that shit hurt my fucking heart i felt like i was being stabbed in the chest over and over again until my heart just bled i was so utterly upset that i began to feel numb AND THE THING IS THEY'VE BEEN DATING FOR SO LONG AND I WAS COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS but it's whatever she's happy it's cool and if you're asking if i told her i liked her? i did it didn't change anything we're still the same and i'm happy but on another note, i really like her and i just want her to be happy so if she is then so be it even if i do have to deal with their lovey dovey shit if you're still reading, do me a favor and tell your crush you like them don't miss any opportunities have a blessed day 💕 - de'yani
