hello friiiieeeennnndddd
welcome back to my rants
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have you ever been so tired that you just feel high?
really?
me too
lol i don't even know what you responded with but it's cool
so since i'm just feeling like a rainbow today, i'm just gonna say some random shizzle so get ready
so this chapter is gonna be a little long so i'm dividing it into 2 parts
1. me being pan and how i have so many kpop biases but taehyung is forever my main one
2. how i'm literal trash (me basically roasting myself lol
okay so let's get started
~ I'M PAN AND TAE'S MY MAN ~
so if i haven't established it yet i am pansexual meaning i can like whoever the hell i want
it doesn't matter if you're a female, male, transgender etc.
whatever
if i like you, i like you
simple
so me being pan gives me more options in the beautiful land i like to call my heart
THIS IS WHERE KPOP COMES IN
there are so many amazing kpop groups to obsess over but i obsess over my main three:
bts, stray kids, and momoland
in that exact order
okay so now let's talk biases
bts bias: taehyung
stray kids bias: hyunjin
momoland bias: nancy
although i have all of these biases, i have a lot of bias wreckers
in bts, all of them bias wreck me but my mains are jungkook, jimin, jhope, and yoongi
in stray kids, bang chan, felix, and jisung are forever bias wrecking me
in momoland, jooe is a def bias wrecker SHE'S JUST SO CUTE!
i know, i know what you're thinking
"de'yani i thought you were--"
I AM
TAEHYUNG IS MY ULTIMATE BIAS
I LOVE HIM TO DEATH
I SHOWER HIM IN ALL OF MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND SUPPORT CONSTANTLY
he is the most bootiful ever and he's such a soft baby and he deserves the world and all i want for him is to be happy
his personality is gorgeous and he is gorgeous as well
i could, no joke, make a whole 10 hour long documentary about how much i love this man
he's just so perfect and whoever gets to marry him will be SOOOOO lucky and if i ever hear that they playing with my baby's heart, I WILL FITE
nah jk (maybe)
taehyung is just such a lil weirdo and he is such a mood maker and he just instantly makes me happy
i hope he continues to be happy an healthy
we love our soft lil baby
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NEXT PART
~ I'M A TRASH CAN ~
i am legit and utter trash
i will climb into a trash can and just sit in there and nobody will notice because i blend in so well with the trash already in there
i am trash
to be honest, i don't even know why i have friends lol
i'm weird, annoying to be around, loud, shy, and i'm not good at comforting people
so for whichever one of my friend's who will read this
thank you for sticking around. it means a lot to me.
but anywaaaayyy
i'm really asocial and i always want to be left alone
which i don't find a problem with but for some reason everybody else does
people don't like my unfazed personality because they could never get a reaction out of me
nobody could read my poker face *lady gaga starts playing*
i'm always really dark and i just say a lot of random stuff that doesn't make sense most of the time
i make random noises whenever i'm bored and i claimed an ant as my son in school
but some kids killed him
R.I.P Carl
yeah i'm talking about you guys, y'all killed carl. i'm coming for you
i never sleep
i drink a lot of coffee
all and all, i'm not that great of a person but it's fine
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i think that's enough hating on myself for a day lol
if i wrote down all of my insecurities and all of the things wrong with me, these pages will be never ending
anyway, on a positive note, be nice to yourself. don't be like me and bask yourself
i wish i had a reason of why i do it but i really don't but still just don't do it
never be so hard on yourself
you are forever enough and you are an angel
have a blessed day *inserts heart*
-de'yani
