Floatzel and Pals (randomness book)

Being Jobless

These lyrics resonate with me. See I am jobless and have been for a year and a bit now, I did study before that, and every time I get told by others to just keep going and I keep trying to improve more and more but yet I still haven't gotten any work. It hurts more and more having no work and feeling so looked down upon for it. I feel alone in that and my anxiety and depression isnt helping the fact. I keep getting up just to be knocked down again by these continual failures... sometimes I do feel I cant get anywhere and like I ought to give up.

These words are how I have felt the past few days and I keep trying not to feel this way but just... just I am feeling tired from continual rejected chances at getting work.

I am becoming more and more lazy from my brain continually saying that even when trying my best I still wont get there.

I just feel like giving up sometimes. I try and try but keep ending up on the same spot. I feel so much pressure and the one doing it is myself.

I feel pathetic about not finding work and the constant rejection as well. I just... I just feel weaker I guess.