NeRds University(Sequel to NeRds) (Completed)

And then....she Jumped....

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JACE POV
I barley had to work. The company just paid me thousands of dollars for taking care of my kids. Clary was at work. And I was with the kids. They mostly slept. The bad thing is that I can't get them all to sleep at the same time. So right now. All the babies were asleep except Clara. I scoop up the baby food with the spoon. I put it close to her mouth. Clara looks at me sadly. Then she slowly opens her mouth and eats the food. Her face turns into disgust. I laugh at her face. "I know it probably tastes disgusting....but, it's probably better than Izzy's cooking....not that you will ever know what that tastes like" I say. Clara looks at me confused. She looked so much like Clary, it shocked me momentarily. "I tried Izzy's cooking once. When Alec and I were friends. It was disgusting" I say. Clara giggles. "Yeah, so what? Your food probably won't get better than this....what? With all the processed food....angel even some vegetables are unhealthy!" I exclaim. Clara frowns. "So...if you're going to get any nutrition....you're going to have to eat..." I scoop up more baby food and put it in her mouth. She makes a face but eats it anyway. "This Disgusting......baby food" I say.
"Tata" My head snaps to the baby.
"What?" I ask. Clara blinks at me. "Hey! You can't go around dropping words out of nowhere! If anyone else does it it's fine...but you can't just go Tata and think it's fine! Don't tease me!" I exclaim. Clara giggles.
"Tata Tata Tata!" She says clapping. "Da.....da.....Dada!!!!" She cheers. I feel like I'm witnessing the creation of Nature. Or a critical Historical event. I hear the door open and close. I know it's Clary. She walks in and probably sees Clara.
"Jace are you.." She gets interrupted by Clara.
"Mama!" Clara squeals and claps her hands. Clary stops abruptly.
"Oh my god"she mumbles. "What did she say?" Clary asks. Clara giggles. "Hey! You can't go around dropping words out of nowhere! If anyone else does it it's fine...but you can't just go mama and think it's fine!" I smile that Clary said exactly what I said. Clara Grins and giggles. Clary rolls her eyes and picks Clara up. Clary goes upstairs. Then she comes back downstairs. She hugs me and kisses my lips. "I missed you" she says. I smile and hug her back.

CLARY POV
Jace and I were kissing in the couch while watching TV. My phone rang. I pull away and pick up as Jace rolls his eyes. "Hello," I say.
"Clary....it's me...you need to come to the community hospital in New York...NOW PLEASE" I get greeted by my mothers crying voice.
"Ok..." I say. I hang up and look at Jace.
"We need to go New York....now" I say. I get up and run upstairs to pack. "The Jet is still her right Jace?!" I yell from upstairs.
"Yeah it's still here...I'm contacting the pilot!" jace yells back... I pack The kids, Jace and my things. I call a baby sitter in New York. It's Jone...she used to babysit me when I was little. I then call my work as I bring the two suitcases. Down stairs. Jace grabs them and starts putting them in the car. I grab Clara and Oliver. Jace goes back upstairs and grabs Victoria and Cayden. Finally we get inside. The babies in their car seats. And then we ride all the way to the jet.

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Jace and I run into the Hospital. Without the babies. We had given them to Joan. Finally I see my mom and Dad crying . My mom had paper. Then I notice....Valerie isn't here....maybe she's at home. Jocelyn sees me. Her eyes flicker with hatred and then she keeps crying.
"What's going on?" I ask. Dad was also crying so this had to be bad. Jocelyn threw the piece of paper at me. I opened it.

Dear mom and dad,
By the time you read this I'll be dead. I'm sorry I hurt you....I know that you're going to ask questions...why would my daughter do this? Well here's your answer. I got stabbed mom....I got stabbed in the back...by my best friend.....I got laughed at and humiliated by my crush who I thought loved me...so what? Yes the stupid little brat thought she found love even though she's only ten years old. You probably won't miss me too much either...you have Clary...and she has her husband and kids...mom....you only cared about her....not me....you always cared about her more...I was born for her....so she could feel bad and come back to you... the first six years of my life was filled with you wanting to know everything about her. Never me. And then when you made up....it was all about her again... I thought maybe you would give me a chance. You bolted when your grandkids were born...and then it was all about them...never me. I loved Clary...and she loved me...she actually cared about me. Not even my grandparents cared...only her...and that eventually went away too. She worked and then she had her children and then her husband....I wasn't a priority...I was barely acknowledged...you probably won't even notice me gone... I stayed in the park for a whole month mom! And you didn't even notice! That is why I did it....I love you mom...I do.....but you don't love me....so let me sum it up for you.
Humiliation
Backstabbing
Neglected
Unloved
That is why I did it.

I love you all...forever more

Valerie Morgenstern

I let the note fly down to the ground, tears streaming down my eyes.

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I picked up the phone and dialed the number. I was still in school...this is actually my second year of college. "Hey Clary!" Valerie giggles.
"Hey Val....how are you?"
"I'm good" the giggily happy girl I've come to know says. "Remember Danny? I think he may like me..." She says giggling. I smile at her little voice.

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Who knew the reason she was so giggly was because of me... I look back at my mom. "How did this happen?" I ask.
"You Clarissa! You happened." Mom says grinding her teeth. My dad grabs her arm.
"Wait...you can't pin this on Clary....she had nothing to do with this!" Jace defends me.
"It's not her fault? It is! She's one of the main reasons she's on this!" Mom shakes the paper violently.
"NO, you will NOT pin this on me" I say. "Why is everything my fault!" I say. "Dad cheating on you was my fault Jace leaving me because of what YOU did was my fault! Me getting kidnapped is my fault and now...Valerie committing suicide is MY fault....WHERE WERE YOU MOM?! Where were you when she was jumping?! You were never there for me either! I could've Taken my life and you wouldn't have noticed either....except I had friends....and people were more forgiven before....but not now.....this is your fault! Not mine! Yours! I will not take responsibility for this this is your FAULT!" I yell. Jace has to hold me back so I wouldn't kill my mom. My mom stood up and slapped me. I glare at her. I shake Jace's grip off and storm off.

Ok...so I'm dramatic....but tell me you weren't on the edge of your seat while reading?! No....just me while writing......ok