My Book Of Sad Useless Poetry

『zemblanity』

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(Zemblanity)

the opposite of serendipity: "making unhappy, unlucky and expected discoveries occurring by design".[9] A zemblanity is, effectively, an "unpleasant unsurprise"

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I look up at the ground I'm floating above

The stars are smiling and whispering welcoming greetings

I let my foot slip

As I let my heavy body fall

Gracefully to the high ground

When I fell

The world turned upside down

I finally smiled

As I took off my final mask

I finally felt like I belonged somewhere

I belonged to the stars all this time

I knew it

I always did

Earth wasn't my home

And will never be

I hope this world just forgets me

I don't want to be remembered

I don't want to be immortalized

I'll just stay as the unpleasant sad girl

Who liked to stay unidentified

The girl who faked it all

Just to get to the stars

The cowardly girl

Who chose to go up there

Than stay down here

But at the end

I'll still be winning

As I finally rest my head

On the clouds

Of the sky that was the last thing I saw

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