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March,3rd,2018: My Every Saturday

If you paid attention in the last chapter, you'll know I live in with my fake family of 8. I share a bedroom with my fake older and fake younger sisters. My older sister is 17, her name is Carolina. my younger sister is 6, her name is Camdyn.

This morning I had to wake up at 8:30 for practice. I sleep at the bottom bunk and always hit my head because Carolina keeps her stuff there. After I hit my head Carolina yelled at me for 2 minutes, while I was getting stuff ready for my shower.

Carolina has the biggest closet, I have the smallest closet, plus one dresser that's underneath my bed. Then Camdyn having 2 dressers. (You'll see why this is important soon) Carolinas bed always blocks one dresser. I tried to open it because I needed some private stuff from it. I opened it, after moving her bunk 3 times. Once I got this shirt she yelled at me and threw this teddy bear. The teddy bear hit my face. It had one of the battery packs that was outside of the bear and hit my nose that made it bleed... a lot.

Practice was fun... kinda... we got cupcakes so that was cool. I was really excited for their percussions show and after wards we had to get a random bass drum and get out of the building, to put them away. Anyways I got Javier's drum and he talked to me about how I should do Percussion.

Honestly I've been thinking about it for a while now. If anything I would do marimba,tenor, or bass. I told one of the Percussion instructors about the idea and he said I would be a good fit.
If I did Percussion my dreams of being the guard captain would go straight to gracie. But she's already a captain and I wouldn't be.

We went to a school close by for the comp today. Since it was close by I knew a lot of people. Mostly people from my church. There was one bass drum named Garrett, that tried to get me to send him nudes. Since I'm a child of GOD I don't send nudes.

The thing is I was talking to my friend that goes to church with me. His name is Ben. He was talking to me about a lot of random stuff and then said "what happened with Garrett and you?"

I said "he's my friend why are you asking?"

He replied saying "well he's showing everyone your nudes"
From that moment my stomach turned inside out and I was about to scream. I might not like myself, but I have enough self respect to never send nudes.

The entire time at the comp whenever I was near his group all of his friends would point and laugh. I feel humiliated, what did I do that was so wrong I'm treated like this.

There's a girl in my guard named Sadie. She is the definition of perfect, perfect hair, smile, personality, and everything she does. The only problem is her life is hard. Her dad is in Saudi Arabia and I don't know why. She's in foster care right now with a very mean person. What made it worse for her is her old step mom works for another band in my county. She is the most evil person ever, she paid someone to HIT SADIE.
It's immature and if the lady found happiness with that, she doesn't deserve anything.

I made a new friend today that's in our Percussion. His name is Ivan, he has a really deep voice but is skinnier than me. I wish I could be his weight, anyways he's sweet and I like talking about my problems to him.

Also there's this guy named David who I had issues with in the past. The issue was one of the reason Javier and I stopped talking. What happened was he told people I sucked his dick. I didn't obviously but literally everyone in band thought I did. I start telling people that his dick was extremely small. I know I'm such a great person!!

The problem with David is his brother use to be drum major so everyone in band sees him as a child and innocent.
He played a victim and told everyone I was lying about sucking his dick. 

That happened a while ago and I haven't talked to him since. Except I talked to him today. Now I remember why I talked to him he's so sweet.
He's plays tenor and if I do percussion I'm doing tenor. Might as well become his friend.

There's another tenor named Bucky. He's dating my friend that I call my wife named Mikayla. (It's also her birthday today!!) he's sweet and I've talked to my problems about lately but I can tell he doesn't care.

I'm pretty done with today and tomorrow I have so much homework to do.

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