Baby For Mr Grey

Part 26

Writer : Lara Foxx
Title    : Baby For Mr Grey
Part    : 26

•• Jessica ••

"Stop... looking at me like that..." dengan nafas yang berat, Sy bersuara. Dada Sy ibarat ombak di lautan yang bergelora... ceh ayat tu...

"Hnnghh...Josh"

**45minit yang lalu**

[ Jess, lets date ] - Joshua

[ Dont be ridiculous. You know there were never loves between us ] - Sy

[ I want to responsible for what happened that night. ] - Joshua.

[ Its not your doing. Its the alcohol. I'll let that slip but promise me it wont happened again. Sy mau kita kembali normal macam dulu. ] - Sy

[ Can we meet and talk?]

Sy lepaskan keluhan.. why is he like this?

[ Sure.. living room?]

[ Ok ]

So kami berjumpa di ruang tamu. But he keep quiet for about ten minute. Malas mau menunggu Sy angkat punggung. Di mesej bilang mau bercakap. Suda berjumpa depan² dia pula krik krik...

" Jess... lets try dating" Joshua pegang  pergelangan tangan Sy.

"Slow down your voice. Moira or Kate could hear us!" Sy tarik tangan Sy. Sy terdiam bila Joshua tengok Sy dengan muka serius ".. kenapa kau tiba² mau bawa sy dating?" Sy lepaskan keluhan sambil duduk di sebelah Joshua ".. if its about that night makes you feel guilty.. I'm ok with that. I know its just a mistake. But dating?"

Joshua masih diam. Muka stay serius..

"Lets give it a try.. if it didnt work.. I'll walk away" Joshua akhirnya bersuara.

"You think this is a game?" Macam mau naik angin dalam badan. This dating thing isnt a program yang boleh kau tekan reset button. Its involve feeling..

"Do you think sleeping with a man is a game?you can simply call it a mistake? Like it never happened?" Joshua kasi kena Sy balik.

"Whats your point Josh? I dont think this conversation lead us into any conclusion. I'll pretend we never had this talk" Ini kali Sy betul² kasi tinggal Joshua di ruang tamu. Dengan langkah yang besar Sy menuju ke bilik.

Baru saja Sy mau tutup pintu.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Kuat pintu bilik Sy berbunyi bila Joshua tiba² muncul dengan tangan menahan daun pintu.

"Shut up!!! Nanti Moira atau Kate dengar kita!!" Sy tidak sedar Sy tarik Joshua masuk dalam bilik Sy. Sy buka sikit tu pintu. Waiting for any movement from Moira or Kate's room.

"Jess..." Sy tersentak bila pinggang baju Sy kena pegang.. ".. bagi peluang untuk kita.." Joshua sembam kepala dia di bahu Sy. Suara dia macam orang desperate.

"Kau masih belum boleh lupakan arwah miss Cleo?" Sy tanya. Joshua angguk kepala.

"I tried to move on.. but every night I keep having nightmare.. Cleo smiled at me but blood is all over her face.. " Joshua bersuara ".. I keep thinking what should I do?"

"You dont love her anymore?"

"Tell me how to love the dead"

Sy diam.

"Ok..." Sy bilang sambil mengeluh.

"Ok,what?" Joshua tanya.

"Ok... lets date. Kalau hubungan kita ini tidak menjadi.. lets just be friends" Sy bilang.