Introspection

In Time

One week...

Just... One week...

From Monday 'till Sunday...

The clock keeps on ticking...

In just one week.

I learned a lot about life...

I learned a lot about love...

And I definitely learned a lot about myself...

In one week, I realised so many things...

I realised I was wrong about almost everything...

I realised that I.. Didn't exist...

In one week...

I figured two things out...

You are the cause of all the bad things...

And I...

Fell for her...

Accidently...

Looking back, I now realise I have to stop..

No...
More...
Acting...

In one week, I've set myself so many goals...

Though one may read them as rules...

No fake smiles...
No fake laughs...
No more hiding...
No more... You...

I told you...

I love her...

Darn...

Why do I love her?

Is it... Because of her eyes?

Is it... Because of her figure?

Or is it, because of who she is...

Other than cute, she's awesome...

I want to love her...

You want to hate her and probably anyone else I'd talk to...

For me to love her.. And hopefully for her to love me back.

I have to beat you...

Break you...

Defeat you...

Get rid of you forever..

And ever...

And ever...

I have to let you out so that I can let her in..

My heart is already full of darkness.

She could bring the light back to me...

Make me... Me again...

And to make me say that I...
Have found...

Hope... Again...