~Chapter 4~
I got out of the shower and started drying off. I couldn't get Dave off my mind. I even had a dream of him last night. Why am I so in love with him? I'll never know that myself.
I sighed and put on my boxers. Why can't Dave be mine? I put on my jeans and then I put on my shirt and then a button up over it.
I looked at the clock. It was 10:56. I quickly put on my socks and then my converse then I ran into my studio. Krist sat there eat a hotdog.
"Where's Dave?"
He shrugged. "How'd it go yesterday?" he said with a mouthful
I shook my head. "He doesn't like me."
Krist frowned. "I'm sorry." He finished his hotdog then wiped his hands on his jeans.
Dave ran in and sat at his drums. When I looked at him it hurt. My heart is killing me. I love him and I want to be with him, but he doesn't feel the same.
We played songs from 'Bleach' and a few new ones I wrote. I sang them sadly because I didn't feel like singing with a broken heart.
"Okay guys. One last song. This one is called Big Long Now"
I began playing my guitar and singing. After that I showed and explained to Dave and Krist what to do. We practiced again and it went pretty good.
"Okay. Practice is over." I said and then began putting my guitar up.
Dave got up and walked over to me. He whispered in my ear, "I know your upset and I know it's because of me. I do love you but I want to get to know you better. Don't think I don't like you because honestly I do."
I smiled and blushed a little. I nodded at him. I whispered back in his ear, "Come over t-tomorrow and let's talk"
Dave nodded and pecked my cheek. "I will" he smiled
My heart was beginning to heal, those words made me feel so much better. Dave does like me, kinda, sorta, I don't know. I couldn't stop smiling.
"Hey let's go in and drink something because my mouth is so dry I'm about to dehydrate" Krist whined
I nodded. "Okay let's go."
All three of us walked back into the house. We went into the kitchen. I got three cokes out of the fridge and took them to the table. I gave one to Dave and Krist and then opened mine.
"No beer?" Krist frowned
I shook my head. "No beer. Just coke."
Krist shrugged and opened it. He took a long drink and then smiled. "So much better. I need another one."
I chuckled. "Go get one."
He shook up and tripped by the table. His coke landed on me and got all over my shirt. "Krist!" I yelled
"Sorry. Hang on I'll go get you a clean shirt." Krist said as he ran upstairs.
I playfully rolled my eyes. Dave chuckled a little. I looked at him and smiled. I playfully pushed him gently.
"Here" Krist threw a shirt on me.
I stood up and took my shirt off. I looked at Dave. He was staring at me. His eyes wide open and he was biting his bottom lip. I could tell he was breathing heavily. I blushed and put on my clean shirt.
Krist smirked at me. He knew Dave was staring at me practically drooling.
Dave stood up. "I gotta go" he ran out.
Krist started laughing. I felt my cheeks go red.
"Watch out for him tomorrow Kurt" Krist winked and gently elbowed me.
I smiled and looked away.
