Poems made in my room #PrimoAwards 2018 #Obliawards2018

As I lie awake

As I lie awake
I have to endure what it takes
Closing my eyes so fake
Sleeping is a thing I can’t easily make

I think about  all the things I made
Remembering all the words I said
All of them were wandering in my head
As I lie awake in my bed

I think about the right things and the wrong ones
Thinking about my roses and guns
Thinking about what I have to do and what must be done
Thinking and just waiting for the rising sun

I was thinking about the time
About the time the past was mine
Thinking about today,  all the things that had me tortured
Thinking about,  wishing for a brighter future

I had an insomnia
One of my great dilemma
And I think this is  where I got my phobia
My greatest fear of losing my mama

As I lie awake
I was hurt,  I was tortured
I was killed today
And my tomorrows are not ensured

I was hurt physically
I was more pained mentally
I was most tortured emotionally
And the worst,  it happened randomly

I was praying there where no nights
I was searching for every light
I was hoping it'll give me courage,  it might
On these fear, I must fight

This maybe the last stage
Then I must fight with full courage
I must face what it takes
As I lie awake

-fictionwarriors

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