Everything is Making Me Bored (THE SEQUEL!) Art Book

UMMMM? HELP?

OKAY, THIS ISN'T ART. SO THERE YOU GO. LEAVE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE THIS.

*inhales* Okay. So, the other day I was texting my crush (who Hannah said was the human version of Blueberry, but whatever). Let's call him Cinnamon Roll, because yes. He is an innocent cinnamon roll. Cinnamon Roll was had left to go shower, so I thought it was the PERFECT idea to tell him my feelings. Well, he basically said, "aww thanks Reese". So, I took it as rejection. I told him to forget about my feelings, and just carry on with his life (he told me no several time, but I finally convinced him). So, I had the thing in my head that I'm just going to flirt with people instead, or have an edge lord boyfriend.

FAST FOWARD TO YESTERDAY. I was just texting him after, like, a week of not talking to him, because he got baptized yesterday. So, I talked to him and congratulated him, but I had jokingly said, in a point of a conversation, "Wonder why I'm such a flirt?" He said why. I told him about how long my friends' self esteem was, and that most guys wouldn't go for them first, so I have to make it better by flirting with them. Also, that SINCE MY CRUSH DENIED ME, I decided to quit having crushes on people and just go with flirting with them. (Note, that in a previous conversation, I had told him how I felt, as stated above.) Then this happened:

Cinnamon Roll: Who's was your crush?

Me: Umm... you wouldn't believe me.

Cinnamon Roll: Yea I would who was it?

Me: Lol it doesn't matter.

Cinnamon Roll: Plz

Me: You? <insert sweat drip smiling emoji>

Cinnamon Roll: Wym?

Me: I had a crush on you, and I thought you denied me. So, I kinda tried to stop and just start flirting with people instead.

Cinnamon Roll: No I didn't I just didn't know what to say/do

Me: I know. I could tell.

Cinnamon Roll: Oh

Me: If they don't return feelings, they usually don't know how to. (which, the majority of the time, is true)

Cinnamon Roll: Oh I didn't know that (he uses "Oh", the XD emoji, and "yea" a lot)

Me: Yeah, so I just assumed....

Cinnamon Roll: My bad <insert crying emoji>

Me: It's okay, not your fault. You probably don't like me anyways.

Cinnamon Roll: I did actually u probably won't believe me

SOOO I WAS WRONG? AND LIKE I COULDN'T BELIEVE ME EYES, LIKE WHAT? I WAS HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, CAUSE I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN OVER HIM YET. I DON'T KNOW IF HE STILL LIKES ME OR WHATEVER AND WHAT'S GOING ON. LIKE, HANNAH? WHY? IS? THIS? HAPPENING? TO? ME? I DONT LIKE THESE FEELINGS HELP.

(SO IF YOU HAVE HELP PLEASE TELL ME)