Love on Ice [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 25 - Skylar

Ryan kissed me.

I don't know why though...

I couldn't sleep thinking about the warmth on his lips on mine.

I was confused.

Did he mean to kiss me, or was it an accident?

I was laying down on the bed when Ryan walked in.

"Hey Skylar..." He said. I didn't know what to say so I said nothing.

We both went to sleep.

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I didn't eat breakfast.

I decided to leave and go to Connie's house.

I had my own room there.

"You okay Skylar?" Connie asked as she opened my bedroom door.

I shook my head.

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

I shook my head.

"Ok. I'll be back in an hour I have to finish my class." Connie said and closed the door.

Connie took online school since she was expelled from any school in the area for a month. Also since her mom cant afford public school.

I lock the door.

Why would Ryan kiss me?

I should ask but...

I'm scared.

His lips were soft and rough and they tasted like honey.

I wanted to kiss him longer.

I fall asleep.

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I wake up to the sound of knocking on the door.

I open it and see Connie.

"I bought pizza, you hungry?" She asked.

"No." I lied. I was starving.

"Okay." She said and walked out.

At night, when everyone was sleeping, I snuck out the house.

I made it to the ballet studio and waited for Hank or Torrie to show up.

I just wanted to clear my mind.

I didn't like being hit, it actually hurt like h*ll but it made me focus on one one thing.

Pain.

I've gotten so used to it that sometimes it doesn't hurt at all.

The thing I didn't like was being raped.

It was like Russian roulette.

You never know if Torrie will show up.

"I'm hom- oh Skylar your here. Just in time. I bought a new toy." He said. I just nodded my head.

He pulls out some kind of rope, or whip. It has a switch on it, I couldn't read what it said though.

"This will burn." He chuckled.

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I was being beat.

I didn't make a sound.

"Now time to see how this toy works." He said and handed me the whip. "Go on, read it."

"T-this is not t-to b-be used on p-people. W-will get h-hotter until 350°F." I read, shakily.