I'm going to sleep. I'll forget all of this in the morning. The feelings. The feelings. The thoughts. How they all just spill out. I don't need to think about them. I hate them. I want them to go away. They can't take anything seriously. They are my mask. I am the core. I hide behind them. I try. I tried. But you don't listen. It's not your fault. It's their faults. You can't get to me. You can't. I'm sorry. Fitoshi is here. Only Fitoshi. No one else. I am Fitoshi. The true me. I am not Hitoru. I am Fitoshi.
