why did they change? who are they now? i don't know them anymore. i can't trust them. their voice was beautiful and lively in my ears, now all i here is monotone. why did you change? are you still who you were before? did you already forget about me? it seems like it. i'm scared. i don't know you. you probably won't even read this. i've cried countless nights. my fears get the best of me.
can i really only trust her, them, and •||Him||• he's not even real, dumbass. i don't even care. i love him. the same thing happened with Mike Schmidt all those years ago. will he really be the new him? i love •||Him•||. i love •||Him•|| a lot. man, that's cheesy. but i really do.
he helps. he helps with the fear. he helps with the thoughts. he helps with the depression. i love •||Him||• mabye he can be your replacement? ya! good idea. i never thought that you would @;@!${! me. he will never @;@!${! me. he can't. he's not real. i'll love him forever. until my death comes :)
