Random Thoughts

Changing Mask

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  At first you'll see me as a cheerful loving angel. But I'll tell you this, first impression never last. I believe that every person in this planet has a three masks. First, the one you wear when you're with your loved ones. Second, the one when you're in front of a stranger. Third, your mask that you don't want them to see.

  You knew me when you can ride on my sudden change of mood.

  Sometimes I just want to stare at nothing. Why? I don't know. I just want to. If you see me wearing that kind of mask, probably you'll think that I'm in the middle of deep thoughts. Honestly, I think nothing.

  I get easily irritated, I sometimes chose not to speak and let the people around me know that I am not in the mood to buy their puns.

  I remember, when I was in Highschool, when my classmates touches any part of my body I tend to shout at them. I just don't like it when they go near me, they're just there because they need something from you.

  When I was a child, and a kid bullies me. I don't cry easily. I simply ignored what they would say about me. But if they lay a finger on me, I don't do talk I just do it. They want a fight? I'll give them what they want. I know that's not right, but I was very young back then rather we are very young.

  There's this time that I just want to strangle someone's neck for no big reason. Simply because I am just happy. I just need a thing to squeeze. It's a way of bringing out my emotions.

  You don't understand me? Well, we're the same, I don't understand myself either. There are things that you might not understand for now, because it is not the right time for you to know. Sometimes it is much better not to know something. You'll never worry about what will happen or what had happened.

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