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ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʟᴀsᴛ

my body doesn't feel like home anymore

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my body doesn't feel like home anymore

head and heart,
constantly screaming at each other
fighting over who is wrong and who is right
glutton of a soul,
pushing me out to make room for itself

what's a sad one to do, what's she to do
when no one will take her in from the cold?
the pieces of her, the war-torn and the reckless and the insatiable.

if this is the life, if melancholy is my destiny
(take it back!) i cannot say that i want it
there are more lows than highs
he puts me in a daze, knocks me out cold
but wakes me with a cruel blow
i've never known a hate like this.

this is like the dry and tough food on my plate
after everyone else has retired
to the living room to watch television
"can i be done now?"
i can't finish it.

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