ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʟᴀsᴛ
my body doesn't feel like home anymore
head and heart,
constantly screaming at each other
fighting over who is wrong and who is right
glutton of a soul,
pushing me out to make room for itselfwhat's a sad one to do, what's she to do
when no one will take her in from the cold?
the pieces of her, the war-torn and the reckless and the insatiable.if this is the life, if melancholy is my destiny
(take it back!) i cannot say that i want it
there are more lows than highs
he puts me in a daze, knocks me out cold
but wakes me with a cruel blow
i've never known a hate like this.this is like the dry and tough food on my plate
after everyone else has retired
to the living room to watch television
"can i be done now?"
i can't finish it.