My phone screen lit up on my nightstand.
1 New Message.
From Ryan 😜
I was so caught up in what I put my contact in as, but I didn't really think about, nor look at, what he put as his.
A winky face with the tongue sticking out, beside of his first name.
Everybody usually called him Rye or, by his last name, Beaumont.
Never Ryan.
I stared at the notification for a few seconds before opening it.
Ryan 😜: hey, is this andy?
Me: Yeah
Ryan 😜: *typing*
I started getting nervous so I clicked off of the chat and waited for the notification to show.
After about 3 minutes, I clicked back onto the chat.
He was still typing.
I was about to click off again when suddenly, a box of text appeared.
Ryan 😜: Hey, we have a couple questions left. I've done a couple but I didn't really understand these so I typed them out and hopefully you can answer them
He sent the questions right after that.
I was anxious but now I feel kinda relieved.
Kinda relieved, kinda disappointed.
Oh well.
Me: Yeah, of course
I know I should feel disappointed. What was there to be disappointed about?
I thought I should be use to this by now.
Guess not.
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