Keep Forgetting / E.D (Book 1)

Flashbacks

*Flashback*

"NO JACK STOP I DON'T WANT TO" I begged him to stop as he undressed me. "I can do what i want. Who do you think will stop me, you little friend Ethan, or your ex that cheated on you. Y/N HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND YOU ARE NOT IMPORTANT NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU, DON'T YOU THINK IF GRAYSON DID HE WOULDN'T HAVE CHEATED ON YOU? DON'T YOU THINK IF ETHAN DID HE WOULD BE HERE TO FUCKING HELP YOU" Tears feel down my cheeks. He was right. All this shit wouldn't be happening if someone cared. "Why are you doing this? I dated you before Grayson you said you loved me, you love me but right now you are hurting me. Hurting me more than ever, but why?" He looked at my with sympathetic eyes. But then smirked "I do but I do this because i want to." Just when he said it Ethan burst through the door. Jack stood up and said "Oh, it's Ethan. Looks like someone wanted to help you, that makes one person that actually cares." He smirked. With no word coming out of his mouth Ethan had him on the ground and was just punching and punching not wanting to stop until Jack passed out. "Y/n i'm sorry i-" He had untied my hands I hugged him and continued to cry "Thank you Ethan, THANK YOUU SO MUCH" i cried even harder he picked me up taking me to the car. When he dropped me off at home, that was the last day I saw him,until my first day. When my parents found out they suggested we move, I couldn't say goodbye to Ethan, I couldn't even talk to him my parents told me not to. One day I just did it. I didn't want to leave, leave him without any sort of trace. I had to talk to him he saved my life, I needed him.Before I could tell him where we were going my parents took my phone. I knew I needed him, "HE FUCKING SAVED ME FOR CHRIST SAKE WHAT DO YOU EXPECT" I yelled at my parents. They just didn't understand they just ... went to work like always when we got in an argument. I cried the whole night. Then I took matters into my own hands, I left. I left the house and wrote a letter telling Ethan I was leaving. But yet I just didn't know where.

*PRESENT TIME*

I shook in fear, "Oh Ethan, y/n did you miss me baby?"  I ran out.

Ethan's POV

I took no hestitation and grabbed the knife from my back pocket. "Woah buddy come on. it's me your old pal. Ethan come on bro don't do this." I slowly put the knife down "I won't kill you under one condition. STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM HER" He nodded his head and I made him leave. I saw y/n in the hallway shivering. I picked her up and put her in her bed. "Ethan... I'm scared what if- what if-" I sshhed her and said "He won't I promise." She soon drifted off to sleep. I looked at her and whispered "Y/n you might not ever get to know but I- I love you. But this time not just as a friend." I turned the light off and laid next to her.

Y/n POV 

I closed my eyes trying to go to sleep I felt Ethan shift he said words he thought I wouldn't hear but I did and they meant the world to me because he- he helped me when I needed it most no matter what it was. I suddenly heard light snores. "Ethan, I love you too..." and peeked his lips hoping he wouldn't wake up. But then I felt his lips form a smirk. I knew he was awake but I ignored it and quickly laid back down.