Keep Forgetting / E.D (Book 1)

"Daddy is going to find mommy..." pt. 1

9 months later

I am in looking though the window to the room my girlfriend was in giving birth. I kept pacing thinking something could go horribly wrong. I close my eyes pressing my hands again the wall considering the baby came a week early worried the hell out me. I grabbed a chair staring blankly into the window. I felt a tear slip down as I saw y/n''s body jolt up from the bed. I bit my lip and continued staring. 

1 hour later

Still staring, I watched as y/n's body stopped moving and I jump up. I started shouted "WAIT WHAT HAPPENED! WHAT'S HAPPENING!?" A doctor bolted in and so did others. They were all crowded around her the way I couldn't see. I tried running in the room but two doctor stopped me "Sorry only the father is allowed." I pushed him out of the way and screamed "I AM THE FATHER YOU FUCK HEAD!" I sprinted to where the doctors were. I looked as y/n's body laid there... lifeless. Jolting up every time they bring the panels up from her chest. Tears slipped down my face. As two doctors dragged me out. They kept pulling me to the door "LET ME GO!" The pushed me "At this moment no one is allowed in here at the moment." I grabbed him by the collar "Listen you dumb mother fucker! I AM NOT LEAVING FROM THE SPOT UNTIL I SEE HER!" He looked at my face and looked down. "I'm sorry I guess you will have to wait." I nodded and sat right in front on the floor. I looked at them and then said "Okay... guess we will wait." I sat there waiting. I heard someone scream "WE ARE LOSING HER!" I closed my eyes trying to keep my patience. After a while I heard a loud BEEP. I jump up and said "WHAT WAS THAT!" They look in the room. And then closed the door, they looked down and said "The doctor will explain to you." The doctors came out. One nurse came out with the baby. I was confused. I didn't hear y/n... they were taking the baby why she probably wanted to see the baby. I was about to go in but the doctor yelled "MR. DOLAN CAN WE TALK TO YOU PLEASE" I turned around and said "Uh... sure could it hurry I'm trying to see y/n" He put him head down and said "Well that as what I wanted to talk to you about... Mr.Dolan. The mother did not survive while she was giving birth..." I looked at him and smiled "You're joking right?" He looked down and his shook his head. My smiled fade and so did my future with her. Tears started rolling as he said "Mr. Dolan do you know anyone that would want to hurt the mother." My put my hand on my face and shook my head. The doctor grabbed my shoulder and said "Mr. Dolan we get that you are upset but you need to co operate-" He couldn't finish because I yelled at him "WTF DO YOU THINK I'M DOING, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW IF ANYONE WANTED TO KILL HER SHE WAS A WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL IF YOU WERE ME RIGHT NOW YOUR HEART WOULD BE BROKEN AND YOU CAN'T THINK OF SHIT ELSE BUT KNOWING THE MOTHER OF YOUR CHILD AND THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS IN A ROOM TWO STEPS AWAY FROM YOU, DEAD" He looked down and I kept crying. He took his hand off my shoulder and said "I will give you a minute to get your thoughts together. More tears kept coming  reached into my pocket.  I pulled out the little black box that was in my pocket. I looked at it crying a little harder. I opened it to see the beautiful diamond ring, I was about to give to the girl I loved, the girl who I had a baby with... the girl  wanted to be with forever. I cried harder "FUCK" I threw my fist hitting the wall. I kept thinking 'what do they mean.... do you know if anyone would want to hurt her?" I walked over to the doctor wiping off the tears. I grabbed the doctor and asked "Wait, what did you mean when you said do you know if someone wants to hurt her?" He looked down and said "We have reason to believe that someone put drugs in Ms. y/n's cord." I scrunched my eyebrows. I knew who it was and I'm gonna kill them.  I clenched my jaw and said "Give me my baby... NOW" He rushed and got the baby.  I held her and felt nothing but softness for her. I looked up from her and at the doctor. I clenched my jaw again, saying "If I find out one of you mother fuckers killed her... I will burn down this hospital and everyone in this bitch will die just like y/n." I walked out into the car. I fixed the car seat and put the baby in. I buckled her up and just stared at her. I smiled and said "Wow... you look just like your mother..." I kissed her forehead and she smiled. I drove home and I just only thought about the baby. I looked at her while carrying her in the house and said "We will get pay back... we always will."