Keep Forgetting / E.D (Book 1)

Memory

I got up from off the ground as people came out of the room breathing heavily. I tried to stop one of them "is she okay?! What HAPPENED IN THERE DAMN IT ANSWER ME!" One doctor stood infront of me "Sir calm down, Y/n is fine she needs to stay for a few days she is-" I heard a faint whisper behind him "W-where am I?" I push the doctor out of the way and rushed in "Y/n!!" I ran in and saw her sitting up. I pulled her into a hug. She pushed me away "Who the hell are you! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! HELP HELP!" I look at her eyes but she wouldn't look at me she looked at the doctor. "Um, who is this? Why am I here?" The doctor came in and rolled his eyes. "Mr. Dolan if you would have waited I would have told you. Ms. Y/l/n is awake but she has memory lost. I Look at him and I was confused, heart broken , alot of emotions all in one. Why can't she remember me. Why is this happening? "Y- you have to remember me. Please say you at least remember the little spark, the connection, THE WAY WE WERE BEFORE! WHEN WE WERE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER!" I snapped. I saw terror in her eyes as I look at my hands they were squeezing her arms. I let go. I sit down and say "I'm sorry but... you can't just expect someone to not get angry when love of their life doesn't even remember them." She got off the bed hanging on the the table barely able to stand. "I might not remember you but I would hate to see someone so sad when their smile is probably the most beautiful thing someone could see." She smiled but frowned at the same time. I shake my head "It's not... so don't  get your hopes up. She frowned even more. She sat back down still holding on to the table beside the bed. 

*1 hour*

We were still sitting down and I was explaining everything to her, what happened, even if she didn't remember but I told her why I was being a dick to her. She still did not let go of the table. She kept looking at it, then back at me. I sit up after I finished explaining. I asked her "Why do you keep hanging on to the table, your sitting down?" She looked up at me surprised that I noticed. She put her head down and said "You said I was in a coma right? Well I guess during that time, I felt something always in my hand. It held on to my hand tightly and it did not let go until. I heard a long beep continue and it never stopped at least for a while. I guess im just used to having something to hold on to, I don't want to let it go." I looked up at her eyes and they turned green. I felt- I felt something but for some reason I just couldn't tell what it was. I got lifted her hand from the table. She tried pushing it back onto the table. But I move my hand from her wrist to her hand. She looked at me, "Y- you were the one holding-" I nodded and she smiled. The doctor walked in and said "Ms.y/l/n you now free to leave." My eyes beamed I was so fucking happy.  We hoped in my car and y/n didn't let go of my hand. Y/n saw me staring at our hands, she pulls her hand away and said " I'm sorry, I'm just used to it I didn't mean to..." I stopped her I nodded "It's okay. It's no big deal." I started driving then we made it to the house. Y/n looked at it and smiled "This is where I live?" I got out of the car and so did she "No, this is my house, your parents are out of town for a while. She told you to stay here." She nodded walking up to the house. I open the door and Grayson was coming out of his room. He was sweating and he was breathing heavily. He came down stairs and I realized he didn't have on a shirt.  Y/n bit her lip as he came down stairs. I rolled my eyes. "U-uh e-ethan what are you doing here? H-hey Y/n" She waved and I said "Well I do live here you know that right."  I was about to take y/n to her room but then out came a bitch. "Gray come bac-" She paused in mid-sight when she saw me. She was still in her bra and underwear. I scoffed "Nice. I bring someone back from a coma now she has to see my ex in her underwear about to have sex with my brother." I look back at Grayson. He was looking down. "How about you lea-" Y/n cut in "Oh so you are the famous ex, I've heard about huh? Well here's a newsflash  bitch Just because he loves me, you can't lay a hand on him. I MIGHT NOT REMEMBER YOUR ASS BUT I WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU BITCH!" Y/n jumped at her I pulled her back. Zarian looked at he with anger. "I'm not the one who almost died because I decided to cut myself like you! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WAS IN THE BATHROOM CUTTING YOURSELF THEN ENDED UP IN A COMA BITCH!" Y/n laughed "Oh really well bitch the day you laid a hand on him was the day you signed your death wish for suicide!" Y/n jumped at her. I tried pulling her off. Gray came running up stairs helping me pull y/n off her. As we pull her off Y/n rips something. We look down and see a wig cap on. Y/n looked at Zarian and busted out laughing. Me and Grayson we just standing there shook. "Oml!" y/n laughed. Zarian ran in Grayson's room got her clothes and ran out of the house as fast as possible. I started laughing. We went to sit on the couch. Y/n looked at me and smiled. I looked at her eyes and she had the most glossy eyes. I tried to lean in for a kiss but y/n pushed her finger against my lips. I open my eyes and she said "No, no buddy boy, I barely remember you, sorry." I felt something- something very uncomfortable. I look down, oh fuck I got a boner. (OML WHAT AM I WRITING CRINGE) I grabbed a pillow fast and put it on my lap. I got up to leave but y/n said "Um, where are you going isn't the pillow suppose to stay?" I threw the pillow at her and ran upstairs. She screamed "HEY WTF!" I yelled back "I'M SORRY!" For that  night we both know what I did. Until my became wide open... oh shit!

IM SO FUCKING SORRY @BrooksEJX but I had to IM SO FUCKING SORRY! But ethan up in here jacking off. LMAO