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Chapter 12

     Jungkook sat on the bathroom floor staring at the tiles. Taking a deep breath, the maknae slowly pulled down his sweatpants to reveal his scars.

     They were all old and faded, he had not cut in almost two years, but now he was having an internal struggle.

     'Should I do it again? My hyungs will be disappointed in me.' Jungkook thought.

     Your Hyungs don't care about you!

     The voice was back.

     Just do it, Jungkook. It will make you feel better.

     Jungkook didn't want to believe the voice, hr really didn't, but he knew from past experience that it would indeed make him feel better.

     Standing up Jungkook began to rummage through his bathroom doors, looking for the small objects that brought him so much relief.

     "Where is it..." the maknae mumbled to himself desperately trying to find the object that he had hid nearly two years ago.

     Finally, the youngest member let out a cry of victory as he found the object, holding it up to the light.

   
     A small razor blade.

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     "Hey guys, where is Jungkook? I haven't seen him all day." Namjoon muttered as an afterthought. He frowned a bit, realizing that the maknae has not been hanging out with his bandmates very much.

     Taehyung scoffed, still sour from the argument that had happened not too long ago. "Who cares? He's probably just crying his eyes out in the bathroom again."

      Namjoon took a deep breath to prevent himself from smacking the brunette.

     "...I'm going to go check on Kookie." The leader said through gritted teeth, stalking out of the living room and up the stairs.

     For some reason, Namjoon felt very concerned, the feeling growing with every stair that he took. Finally reaching the door, Namjoon knocked on the door, waiting for a reply.

     Like always, there was none.

      "Jeon Jungkook! If you don't open this door right now, I'm going to break it down!"

     After a few moments, the leader heard shuffling inside, and the door opened a crack.

      Jungkook poked his head through the door, looking at his leader with a questioning look on his face.

     Namjoon spoke first. "Hey, Kooks. Are you okay? You've been kinda distant lately." Jungkook nodded his head and replied with the biggest lie he had ever told to one of his bandmates.

    

      "I'm fine."

(A/N: Hey guys! I honestly didn't expect this book to get over 500 reads, thank you so much! I unfortunately will be making this the last chapter due to health problems, but I have a second book planned it you want! When I'm feeling better.)